OMG! Help! I have this problem of getting blood rushed up in my face and it's unexplanable. I need my Twinny ): I need someone to talk to badly ): *haiis* I hope I cure my problem soon if not I will sure get high blood pressure >.< *Help Help Help!* I think one day I might just blow my own head off. *haiis haiis haiis*

I always have a sudden streak of dizziness and there are times I swear I was blacked out for 1 second. Sometimes, it felt as though my blood could not flow through the blood vessels in my head. I feel nauseous too. I told Ming Hui about it and he said I might have Brain Cancer! Very nice of you. I hope it isn't true. I still got many things to accomplish. I wonder how am I going to fight in this condition for my upcoming Nationals?!

Had tuition last night from 7.45pm to 9.15pm. Would be having tuition again tomorrow. *sobs* So tired out. Anyway, my parents went VivoCity last night while I was having tuition to help me change the white NewUrbanMale bag into a brown one. And it's the new batch of stock and not like the ones sold at the Cineleisure outlet. *hahas* But it's still so big! My mummy said smaller one not nice. *haiis* I still feel so guilty having such an expensive birthday present ):

Ryan called me last night as he was lazy to sms XD So we spent the whole almost 1 hour persuading him to go for training. At first wanted him to help me hold target as at first he mentioned that he don't want to join the training due to the body aches caused by Sunday's training. But, in the end, I don't know why he intend to go for training. *arrrgh!* Die die also don't want to help me hold target. I think today no one training with me target kickings ): Wei Qian is sick and she might be going home. Even if she plans to go to the training ground, she might not be training. Then if Ryan goes for training, Jonathan would 'catch' him to train as Jonathan is his coach. *haiis* See how la XD

Would be meeting Baby later at 1pm to have lunch. He would be going with Wee Kiat to Lavender after that. And then, at 3pm, I would be meeting Wei Qian and Ryan in the library. Oh ya! Ryan said he going to skip the last lecture which is from 3pm to 5pm. I think he got influenced by me to skip lessons ): *oh man* I am guilty of misguiding my junior XD I think the 3 of us would be going to VivoCity again for dinner. But no fast food for us as Wei Qian is sick. *hahas* Get well soon my dear! (: Hope I get to spar with Wilson or whoever. If not I will die of lack of sparring! *hahas* :P

Can't wait to see my dear Baby later (: *misses to you*

Went out with to walk walk in town area (: Met him at 2 plus at Redhill station. I reached there later as I had to struggle with something while bathing. Shall share it later XD Anyway, we headed to Orchard. So funny la. Baby kept sms-ing and I didn't take note of the stations. So when we were approaching, Baby looked up from his handphone and asked me:
Baby: Eh! Where are we arh?
Me: Errr... I think we just passed Bugis.
-Baby gives a roll of his eyes-
Baby: Eh! We overshot already la. Suppose to alight at CityHall leis.
Me: Opps. Then how?
Baby: Of course alight and take back lor.

OMG! Like so dumb of me! Not noticing that we have already passed our destinated station was already bad enough. Not to add on asking how? XD I shall bang my head against a wall *boom! boom! boom!* Anyway, walked around and at first Baby said wanted to buy the same watch. Walked, walked and walked but the designs like not really appealing. The Levis ones were quite nice. But I am really afraid it gets dirty easily and those marks would be permanant for sure. We went to take neoprints (: So nice. But unfortunately, I can't upload it as I forgot how to operate that damn infrared on the machine and also I don't have a scanner XD After much walking around the whole Cineleisure, Baby, bought for me a NewUrbanMale bag! (: Wheee! It's white and super big XD I wonder how I am going to carry it without knocking anyone off their feet when I turn around in places like in MRT, Buses or crowded area. XD And of course, I am afraid that the bag might get dirty easily. Sorry Baby, because, I think it's a little too much for a birthday present ): Hmm... So you don't get me any Birthday Presents for let's say... 3 or 4 years okies? *hahas* But anyway, Baby, thanks for the bag! The bag is waiting for you to carry it! *wahahas!* Just kidding. Went to watch 'Prom Night' after that at 7pm. I would rate the show only 5/10. What to do? It was only a PG rated show. Which means any kids can watch it. The trailer looks scary enough to scare my wits off. But when it comes to the real show, it was only the gore scenes like the murderer slitting the victims throat inorder to kill them. And that's not even scary. Besides, as what Baby said, the police should bring the wanted girl, Donna, to their headquaters where they could look after her. Instead, they brought her back home to reunite with her aunt and uncle. Baby said he agree with his brother that they have not much common sense as the murderer can easily hunt her down and kill her. But I have a different view. *hahas! As usual!* Anyway, the girl should be brought to her family. Even if she was brought back to the police headquaters, the police would still be killed. They can't outwit him unless he was taken offguard. Just like what the ending was like. And what's m0re, what Donna needed was her family's support. She was scared out of her wits and only her family could comfort her enough to make her feel safe till she woke up. That's moral support. Anyway, one part lame was that, why would the Detective Nash be such a coward? I mean being a detective would allow you to be more experienced in this sort of things right? Provided he is a newly formed one.

Baby accompanied me to take train and bus (: Such a happy day! ((: Shall end here and update soon!

-Edited Version-

Happy Birthday To Me~
Happy Birthday To Me~
Happy Birthday To Me~
Happy Birthday To Me!~

Whee!~ I am legally 18 years old now! (: Let me list down who wished me "Happy Birthday" this year:

My dearest darling Wei Da
Ryan
Wei Qian
Kelvin Kor Kor
Guo Shu
Yu Xiang
Donn
Mei Xiu
Wee Kiat
Jia Ling
Shu Min
Stacy
My Aunt
Aaron
Wei jie (Primary School friend)
Lance
Raymond
Rachelle
Hui Xian
Albert

That's all! So so so sad~~~ So few only. But better than nothing! *wahahas!*

Met up with Baby after his class and headed to Causeway Point. Watched 'The Mummy 3'. Since the show starts at 12.45pm, we ate chicken rice at the 'Banquet' foodcourt while waiting for the show timeslot. After eating, we rushed down to dollarvalue at the basement to buy Pokka Green Tea (: Baby drank the same as me. Somehow, I don't quite like Green Tea as before. Rushed back up by lift to the Cinema. Suprisingly, there didnt seem to be any commercials at the beginning of the show. We were late for around 10 minutes but when we reached there, the show had already started. *haiis* Anyway, the show, I would rate it 6/10. Not that interesting. The storyline was rather predictable. It is somewhat similar to 'The Forbidden Kingdom'. Another show filmed with Jet Li in it. I still think 'The mummy 2' (with the scorpion scene in it) is the most exciting one. I still want to watch 'Prom Night'! *arrgh!* Walked around with Baby in Causeway Point after the show before heading back to school as he had club matters to attend to. Was a happy outing with Baby! (: *love you lots!*

After returning to school, Baby waited with me at the FC5 bench till Wei Qian came. Baby had to go so he left me with Wei Qian while he headed back to club. Thanks Baby for accompanying me! (: Wei Qian called up Ryan as he was on his way to school and still at purple line. After a long talk, we decided to head over to Vivocity to have our dinner. So, both Wei Qian and I met Ryan at Harbourfront MRT station. Upon reaching, we found Ryan standing there, and as usual, with his PSP in hand XD. Wei Qian said she felt like having Long John's Silver. Both Ryan and I kept insisting that there isn't any branch in VivoCity but Wei Qian said she ate it here once before and it was beside a converse outlet. But after a long search for it, we finally found it! It wasn't at all beside a converse outlet! It was beside an Everlast outlet. Both Ryan and I don't blame Wei Qian as the Converse and Everlast resemble each other in their layouts. *hahas* Anyway, we ate Long John Silver. Found out another common thing between Ryan and I. That is, a love for the Clam Chowder!! (: Wei Qian said she don't like it as she don't like "Clammy" and "Eight legged creatures" food. What a pity! The Clam Chowder at Long John Silver tastes so nice! 8D Anyway, went to play with the water pool at the rooftop after eating. Ryan was rather afraid that we might splash water at him or drag him into the water as he stayed quite far from us. XD *hahas* Anyway, we got ourselves slightly wet XD Planning to go Sentosa after our exams to enjoy and suntan! One funny thing mentioned:

Wei Qian: "We should go suntan at Sentosa and Ryan should suntan without any shirt on."
Ryan:"What the hell! Don't want la. I don't like."
Wei Qian: "But I can't stand looking at guys suntanning under the sun with their clothes on. It makes me feel hot."
-Ryan and I both exchanged puzzled and shocked looks.-
Ryan: "What do you actually mean by hot?"
Wei Qian: "I meant like it makes me feel hot too because of the weather."

The scene was so damn funny! It's like since when Wei Qian is so... pervert! *hahas* Sorry Wei Qian, but i really got a shock hearing u say that >.<

My parents ordered for me a chocolate coffee cake for my Birthday and my Daddy went to collect it this morning (: Smells so nice! The coffee smell is rather strong. Again, I shall upload a photo of it at the bottom of the post!

Went to Jurong Point to have our dinner. Supposed to have 'Siam Kitchen' for dinner. But as there menus changed, their dishes only comes in individuals and not for 4 people. So, we walked to 'Ichiban Sushi', the queue was damn long XD Final decision, we went to 'Soup Restaurant'. Expected, the queue was also not short either. So we waited till it was our turn. Ordered lots of food! *yumyum* Didn't take photos of the food. But I ate 'Samsui Chicken with Ginger', 'Char Siew Pork Ribs', 'Fried Mee Sua', 'Claypot Sea Cucumber with Pork Belly', 'Scallop with Brocolli', 'Very spicy toufu (I forgot the name)'. I think that was all. Oh man! Each of us ate 2 bowls of rice. When we reached home, we also ate the cake. So sinful la. *haiis* I confirm getting fatter. But it seems I am getting lighter. Only Wei Qian knows what I meant as we always weigh ourselves during training. *hahas* Oh yea! I bought a new Maybelline black mascarra (: Yea! So happy! (:

Shall end here and update again soon! (:

Wei Qian (Right) and I

Wei Qian

Me! (:

Wei Qian (Right) and I! (: *Ryan took this for us! So tiny us!*

My Birthday Cake ordered by my parents *thank you mummy and daddy*

My Lighted Cake! (:

My slice of cake with "Dearest Sarah" (:

That's me with the cake! (please ignore the heavy eyebags XD I'm lacked of sleep)

An update (:

Was our 3rd month anniversary on Tuesday (29 July 2008). Baby and I went to Lot 1 to make our ring (: So we collected it on Wednesday. Shall upload a photo of it soon (: Anyway, I bought a pair of handphone accessories with our names on it and also made a card for Baby. Here are the photos of it! *hahas*

I Love You! (: You're mine forever!

Yea! Everything is back to normal! (: I Love You! <3

Those past memories, they are not easy to let go of. I know I am in the wrong and nothing I do or say can make you change your mind. I know we have hurt each other gravely with words and actions. But can't those precious moments be it joyous or eventful musk them up? Sometimes, I really get infuriated by those activities of yours. I initially plan to pretend as if I don't mind at all. But in actual fact, I do mind. Always. Somehow, you can even see that I do mind. But nevertheless, We still went through it all till now. Remember I wrote in there that thanks for going through thick and thin together? Well, it was very true. I find that it's all part and parcel of a relationship. I've already learned to 'not mind' your busy schedule. As you know, I have a stubborn and 'love-to-argue' kind of character. So sometimes whatever I said might not be true and just for winning.

I hope you will give it another thought.