Just reached home not long. Met up with Baby and Melvynn at around 2pm to head over to Tan Tock Seng Hospital there as Melvynn have to take an injection for Tubercolosis. Hope he wouldn't be affected by that illness. Went to have our lunch cum dinner (taken at around 4pm) at the Ajisen at Novena Square. I ate the Seafood Tom Yam, Baby ate the Hokkaido Scallop while Melvynn ate the Spicy Char Siew. Baby squeezed for me the lime juice till the soup taste really sour. Took a train home after that. Baby and I alighted at Dover while Melvynn continued the train journey home. Bought milk at the 7-11 of Dover MRT station and took a bus over to Clementi and take 99 home. Baby was so cute today! (: I love you lots! You'll always be my sweetheart! (: Baby sent me home and I passed him his very advanced Birthday Present. I gave him an Adidas Bag and a jersey material t-shirt. I hope Baby like the bag.

Spent the night yesterday with Ming Hui in school at T6 there. He taught me maths. Met him at around 11pm. I waited for him at the bus-stop and be took a cab and picked me up on the way and we head over to Boon Lay Interchange. Didn't talk on the way to school. Guess both of us totally shag. Especially him. Anyway, studied for the whole night in the classroom. So scary la. Outside dark dark. Even when Ming Hui wanted to go the toilet, I tagged along as I was afraid of staying alone in the quiet classroom. That Ming Hui went into the toilet for less than a minute! Unlike other guys! And when I asked him, he said other guys always like to spend their time in the toilet tidying up their hair. Went back to study again. Studied more again and went over to the 7-11 to buy cup noodles (: He kept saying his noodles smells nice. *hahas* Anyway, studied and studied Maths. And I was almost killed by him. Due to my difficulty in understanding some things that he said, he either punched me or grab my head and used his to hit against mine. It's damn pain l0r. Zhen Feng, Yan Zhao and Wei Guang came over to join us. Maths I think going to flung. But looking on the bright side, I got all 5 MCQ correct! *hahas!*

Somehow, I miss my classmates ): I miss the class of 2A08. I hope I would be in the same class next semester. I miss getting bully and bullying Ming Hui XD. The nicest "gentleman" in the class. *hahas* I miss the nonsense of Wei Guang and the rest. *haiis*

Tournament is coming just this Sunday. Oh my god!! I am so nervous. Hope I do well (:

Baby and his New Adidas Bag (:

Had my last second paper yesterday. Electronmagnetic Devices. Totally flung it! *haiis* The most i can get is around 10 marks or so only. Hope my Project all that pulls me up to give me a pass. If not I will have to forward that module again. Oh my god! I hate studying in a Polytechnic. Stayed out overnight to study for it. And when I was doing the paper, I just kept staring at it. The room was very cold till even those wearing their windbreakers have to place their hands between their legs to warm themselves up. I thought I had practiced enough but it seems I was absolutely wrong as I could not find the answer for everything. The whole of my section B and C were either half done or left blank. I could only count on the Multiple Choice Questions which were answered by me based on how it seems to me in terms of English. Totally a bad paper.

Went to FC4 after my paper together with Wei Guang, Ming Hui, Yan Zhao and Zhen Feng yesterday. Both Ming Hui and I ate the Chicken Chop. First time eating the Chicken Chop sold there. Quite nice but the sauce was kind of salty. Anyway, went home after that with Ming Hui. Chat alot on our students in the bus. He said I should be fiercer to my student, and if the student still insist on not paying full attention, I should tell her parents. He said his also somewhat similar. His student would show him attitude when he scolds her. *haiis* Anyway, went back home to have a short afternoon nap of 4 hours. Woke up, bathed and rushed down for training as I was late. By the time I reached the training ground, it was already 6.35pm. But luckily it was Sir Zhi Zhong's training. So training would only start when he arrive. Quickly changed into my half-gi and wore my groin guard under my gi-pants but over the FBT shorts. The feeling of wearing it sucks like hell la. Much worst than those moments that happens every month. *hahas* Anyway, I felt so glad that I bought the Adidas guard instead of the Victory brand. Reason for this, the thickness of the Victory guard was almost 1 and a half times thicker than the Adidas one. *phew!* I think that extra money spent on getting the Adidas one was a good choice. But the good thing about wearing the groin guard is, it can make me kick higher because if I kick lower, I will feel uncomfortable. So, I will confirm kick above belt level during my tournament (: Great! Wore full guards except head gear for training. My split sucks so much! So tmd! I used to be able to split like at least 150 to 160 degrees and be able to bend forward fully. But now, my angle is only about 120 to 130 degrees but I still can bend down fully if I force myself to.Training was not as tired as the previous one as it is nearing the tournament. After the whole of the training, we had a debrief. Everyone sits together in a circle with our water bottles. The debrief was rather long. Due to the lack of sleep, I was almost sleeping with my eyes open. Suddenly, there came a smack on my thighs (we were sitting cross-legged). I was so damn shocked out of my "sleep". I turned around and realised the Li Wei smacked me. He apologised and pointed out that he smacked the giant mosquito that landed on my gi-pants. The body of it was still there. So I shot it away. And back to the debriefing. Mdm Geargina mentioned that fighting in the Nationals is difficult and not as easy as what we always thought. But someone has to win that medal right? I will make sure that I will get that silver secured by all means by going all out. Aiming for the gold medal would be a secondary matter. I must really get my thinking right. Would be asking Mdm Eileen and maybe Mdm Geargina on how to improve. I want that silver so badly. Sir Zhi Zhong kept asking what is/are our purpose of joining the Nationals. Those who answered replied that they wanted that experience of fighting, breakthrough etc. I think their answers are rather vague. I had my own answer in mind. I want to get at least a silver. Have experience competing against strangers and winning. That should be all. My kickings are bad. Slightly better in power and snapping compared to the last training. But I am still not confident of kicking the target. my right leg is alright now. But my left leg is disappointing me. I lack of the control that I used to have over my left leg. Damn! I thought since I am a right handed, my master leg should be my left leg. It once proved me right as my left leg was once my master leg. But the good thing now is that I can use both my legs to kick. Hope a little miracle can happen on the day of my tournament. Both Wei Qian and I would be going down on Saturday to support those who are fighting for the Junior Category. I think there are a total of 3 juniors fighting. My twin didi Ryan, Terence and Ming Hao. Jia you all of you. Especially twin didi! Wei Qian will also go support us on Sunday! Woo Hoo! So good man! (:

Baby came to meet me and accompanied me home after my training yesterday. So sweet of him. Saw Yew Loon on the bus again. *hahas* As it was already very late, Baby had to take taxi to Boon Lay so that he can rush for the last bus of 198 for home. Sorry Baby ): But Thanks alot! (: By the time Baby reached home was already 12 plus. Baby also told me to go all out of the first match to secure a silver. XD

Can't wait for the exams to end and the tournament to be over. Would be having lots of wacky sessions with Wei Qian and the rest. Hope Sharon can turn up too. Might be going suntanning, ice-skating, roller-blading etc. Hmm... We should go Wild Wild Wet! XD *hahas*

End here lers (: Have to go study maths lers.

Just read Keli's blog and realised in her previous post, Twinny got scolded by her. *hahas* Poor Twinny. Fancy complaining about "chui-ing" a 15% paper when the year 2s are all having a higher weightage. But I was quite shocked that Keli's paper is 70%. Lucky mine is 35%.

Watched the gymnastics last night on Channel 5. So damn nice! I forgot the names of all the Gymnasts. But I remembered very clearly that 2 of them missed catching the rope during their turn to exhibit what they knew. I think it's very embarressing for them both. There are another 2 who are super nice! *haiis* I wish I learn gynastics. So flexible. Can easily land a slamming kick. *hahas*

Went to IMM this morning with my family to have Ichiban for brunch. So yummy! The salmon sashimi is so damn fresh and juicy. The chicken with cheese is also a delectable item (: Went to VivoCity after eating. Shopped around looking at heels and shoes. Finally bought 1 pair of sandals from URSinc. which cost me $26.90. Wanted to buy a slipper from NUM. But mummy said not worth the buy. Walked around further and spotted this Guess shop. It sells handbags, watches, shoes and other items. I am so attracted to this particular flowery heels. It's base colour is white. And it's $100+. Pricing is quite worth the buy. Shall put away the idea of buying a Zara heels. Guess is better. The cutting also very comfortable (: Anyway, stopped by Charles and Keith and saw a crowd standing along the "parapet". And when we looked down, we saw Chen Tian Wen and Constance Song acting for the "xin hua duo duo kai". Constance is so slim! and she is slightly taller than Tian Wen. Cool! Anyway, walked Giant awhile and went home after that.

Didn't go the Thai Buddha Temple at Bedok today ): *sobs sobs* I so want to get gold!! XD

Would be going to study with Ming Hui later to study Electromagnetic Devices.

Baby sent me a link to YouTube concerning the Cuban who attacked the referee. Here it is:

Fuck the guy who commented that Taekwondo sucks. He have no right to comment on this. He must be some kind of victim who got attacked by a Taekwondo player. Anyway, the one who sucked is the Cuban. DAMN! He was such a sore loser!!!!! He brought down the reputation of Taekwondo. Stupid son of a bitch! Tamade! Fuck his coach too for training out such a lousy git. No one will resent him not winning a medal back. But everyone will sure remember him for his lousy actions. Fancy attacking a referee with a turning kick right to the head. *haiis* What is this world coming to? Hope he gets lectured, banned from Taekwondo forever and even gets jailed.

That's all for today! (:

I AM SO FREAKING DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF! ):

Went for Taekwondo training yesterday. As I didn't sleep the previous night due to preparation for my Friday paper, my kickings sucks a whole lot! F***! Feels so what la! And it's like that the end of the training, Sir Zhi Zhong (if he is taking the class) will 'lecture' us and tell us about our performance during training. And somehow, yesterday's lecture by him was like 'shooting' me. I was so damn tired la. How can I ever have the stamina and endurance to kick well when I didn't get to sleep? He might not be talking about me. But I felt really guilty!! I have tried my best to kick yesterday. If not for the upcoming Nationals and for Mdm Eileen (my coach for Nationals), I won't even bother to come down for trainings due to my on going exams. Despite not having my sufficient sleep, I still made that effort to attend the training. I agree yesterday's training wasn't at all tiring if I were in my normal state. But I don't know how to even gather enough strength and power when you are damn tired. Maybe I should just blame myself for not learning my basics properly. *haiis* Just so utterly disappointed with myself. I was only slightly happier when I kicked a few 'snapping-kicks'. Ok. My weakness. Either I execute a powerful but sound-less kick, or a sound-full but powerless kick. *haiis* How? How? How? I just can't seem to combine them into one! Hope miracle happens on the day of my tournament. I will just have to win 2 matches to bag home a gold! Sarah 加油! But a gold seems almost impossible to me. *haiis*

Eileen, it's not that I don't want to learn and do a double turning kick. I can't train for that now. Besides, I won't be using it. But I will train harder for the last 2 trainings. Also, sorry for not able to tolerate those kicks. Really very pain cause not used to recieving continuous kicks. And also sorry if i kicked too hard yesterday :S I couldn't control my power. But the good thing is, I wasn't using my entire power. So I hope I can count on my power to bring my opponent down (:

I just hope everything turns out fine on Tuesday.

Back to yesterday's post. Went to look for Baby after my paper. Wee Kiat and Ke Rong was there too. So we spent more than half and hour trying to force Baby to treat them MacDonald's Apple Pie. Initially, only 3 of them were debating on whether the question they enquired about was correct. But when I met up with them, the asked me judge based on comprehensing the information. And Baby lost. So they spent such a long time talking cock just to get that apple pie. I, too, joined them for the talking cock session. Insulting Baby too >.< align="justify">As for today, I went for tuition for Qian Yu (Primary one) and something funny happen. As her father wanted to leave the house and pass his neighbour 2 VCDs to watch, when the neighbour wanted to open the door while Qian Yu's father was wearing his slippers, the neighbours white furry dog rushed out and barked real loudly. It was running very fast too. Her father, who was still struggling with wearing his slippers, immediately ran for his life. The scene was so damn hilarious. I wished I filmed everything down. And her father came back laughing. I guess he was quite 'pai-seh'. *hahas* After that, went out with my parents to Marina Square. I bought a Adidas Groin Guard and Adidas Mouth Guard. Now, all my guards are Adidas brand except my hand guard. Too bad, there isn't an Adidas one. *hahas* Walked around the mall. Daddy initially booked a table for 3 at the Pariss International Buffet Restaurant. But gave it up for a restaurant in Pasir Panjang. The meal was so yummy! Went to John Little and bought something too! *hahas* My aunt came back from Hong Kong and she bought me a Red Minnie Mouse Polo-shirt from the Disney Land there. Shall upload the photo of it at the bottom (: So happy! Got new shirt and it's red. Oh ya! I want to save up money to buy a NUM slipper. But I am still pondering over whether I should buy white heels or NUM slipper. *haiis*

Shall end here! Goodnights all! (:

Me in my new shirt! (:

One paper down and I am left with 4 other papers. So damn pissed off! It seems that the Data Communication Systems paper that I just took yesterday was way different from those past year papers. Why? Why? WHY?! *haiis* I hope I don't fail that module overall. Have to work hard for the remaining papers. Another 2 more weeks to go before I can finally enjoy! 加油!

Eileen called me on Monday night and asked me to go down for training. Supposed to go down for yesterday's training. But I skipped it as I had to give tuition after my exams. So i told her I would go down for training on this coming Friday, next Tuesday and Friday. Terance would also be going down. But I am not sure my Ryan Twin Brother going down or not as he wants to chiong for his exams. I am soooooo damn nervous about my upcoming Nationals. I want to get a GOLD! Or maybe at least get a silver. I don't want to bag home a bronze. I would already be getting a bronze just by entering the tournament as my match is arranged that way. But I don't want that bronze as it is not honourable. So must train hard to get my silver!! (:

Would be meeting Ming Hui after my tuition tonight to study for both my Analog Communication System and Sensors and Intrumentation papers till approximately 2 plus. *tired!* I am mentally drained. Physically drained also T.T

Stupid Baby keeps playing little fighter with Melvynn and also don't know do what. I won't be surprised if he fail :S Then good! Got people stay back with me. *hahas!* BABY! 加油 for your exams la!

Got to go! Updates soon!

I haven't got a chance to watch the Taekwondo Olympics! ): When is it?

Had a really weird and troubled dream just this morning. I was so so so glad that my student's mother called me to change the timing to 10.30am instead of 10am. *phew!* I didn't like the dream at all.

I dreamt that due to exams, both Baby and I became distant. Then I don't know why there is this party for me to choose who I want as my bf :S And in the dream, I was very troubled for the decision I am going to make. And I was considering very hard. Shall not mention who the 'candidates' are XD It's quite a long dream.

I was really glad the dream ended. It all seemed so real *phew!* But Baby, no matter what, I still love you although I always give you cold attitude (: That stupid dream will never come true because it's only a stupid dream (:

Have to go get ready for my tuition soon! And I am force myself to study Sensors and Instrumentation today! I didn't study at all yesterday! Not even a glimspe! Oh man! What am I thinking?!

Apologies for the abrupt stop of updates! *hahas*

Went to find Baby at the lab he was in after studying with Ming Hui, Yan Zhao, Zhen Feng and Wei Guang at the Jurong East library yesterday. He was with Wee Kiat, Melvynn, Ke Rong and Winnie. So bored being there. Totally no mood to read through my stuff. So all I can do is stone there. And somehow, my emotions plunged deeply at the sight of someone. I could feel my blood boiling. But I tried not to show it. But I guess my effort was useless. Anyway, some bad things happen. After that, I accompanied Baby back home. Took the train to Redhill and the bus with him. Intended to send him home. But we went to a nearby shop and bought drinks. So thirsty. I think I am going to be a water bufflo. Anyway, wanted to play at the playground. But Baby said cannot play at that particular playground as the block beside it once occur a death incident. It's the one where a little girl was thrown off the building by another woman. So poor thing. Anyway, we ended up going to a nearby fitness corner to sit sit. Then moved onto a bench near the badminton court. We saw a very cute female cat (: Baby picked it up and we sat on the bench stroking and playing with the cat. The funniest thing is, the cat bite Baby's arm :D *wahahas* So cute!! (: I didn't know cats can bite till yesterday. I thought cats can only scratch. Anyway, it rested on Baby's lap and i think it felt sleepy as I saw it's eyes closing gradually. Wow. I didn't know that cat likes Baby's company too 8D. Anyway, the cat was resting on Baby's err hem. *ROFL* I will upload the photos of the cat at the end of the post (: Anyway, the cat got rather bored and went off to find some other form of entertainment. So Baby and I were left to entertain ourselves. So we chatted till around 8pm and Baby took the bus with me to Queenstown MRT station. By the time I got home, it was already close to 10pm. So I ate my dinner, watched the Korean Drama Series, took a bath and went to sleep.

Woke up at 9am this morning to prepare for Qian Yu's tuition. Sometimes, tutoring her is a headache. I have to coax her to sit down properly to listen. Especially when I am teaching English. And guess what? Today she asked me this question: "How do you spell the word fuck you?" I was like, what the hell. Whatever she want to know the spelling for? Worst thing is that she is only primary one and she already knows all these words. I wonder if it's the parents fault or due to peer influence. She even told me whenever her mother scolds her, she will reply her mother with that word. Alright, I see her adding on to the already increasing 'ah lians' in Singapore. She also told me she slapped her friends in school and she can even have to cheek to tell me "The teacher not fair one. The group leader she chose not good one. How come she didn't choose me?" It's like the answer is already shot right in your face. Who ask you to be so naughty in class. By the way, she is already the class monitress and still not happy with it as she say group leader has more chance to do more work for the teacher :S *haiis* So all I can say is, "You study harder lor. Get better results and see whether the teacher next year will choose you to be the group leader or not." That comforted her abit and motivated her to sit down and listen for 15 minutes. Her marks intended to achieve for this time Continual Assesment is: English: >60/100, Mathematics: >90/100, Chinese: >80/100 Hope she gets what she mentioned. *haiis*

Won't have the chance to see Baby so frequently for the time being till after exams. *Boo! I hate exams! ARRGH!*

Oh ya! I had a lucky incident just a few days back! I missed my 30% AutoCadd test and another Mini Project (I forgot the weightage). But guess what? I still passed that module! Woohoo! I thought I will fail and was very worried. But nevertheless, I still want to thank Ming Hui and Wei Guang who accompanied me to wait, go from block to block just to find my lecturer Mr Andrew Goh. Although Baby didn't have the time to accompany me, but at least he was worried (: Thanks Baby, Wei Guang and Ming Hui! (: By the way, thanks to my 'Twin-brother' Ryan too for cheering me up with 2 photos of the fishes in his house as he knows I like fishes! (: Shall post it at the bottom too!

Have to go study soon! (: Bye all!