Vexed!

Sighs. Mummy just saw my blog. Don't know how she tracked my blog url either. Must be googled it. Finally privatised my blog already. Suddenly felt that i've no personal space to hide into. Sometimes feel like 诉苦 to hubby but don't know how to put it into words either. Really feel so 烦躁. I really need someone to talk to at times. At this rate, i'll go nuts soon!

Hubby, not that i don't want to share my worries with you. 只是我开不了口. You should know me. Many times i want to open my mouth to speak. But just... Nothing comes out. I tried rearranging what i want to say, but same thing happened.

Goodnight Hubby!

Hubby's getting busier!

Suddenly feels so... troubled, restless and many more! Am i thinking too much or is Hubby really getting more and more busy? Felt that we're getting more distant recently and begin to do "own things". But i must be understanding and more open minded. Sarah Cheong! You cannot be like how you are in the past anymore. It's high time for you to grow up and be mre mature. 加油 Sarah! You can do it!

I miss Hubby Ting!

I feel really moody these days. I'm dreading for Hubby's reservist to come in April. Thereafter, he will be going Taiwan for work, at the same time to learn about lighting stuffs there. Go there for 5 days, come back for 16 days and cycle repeats again. I'm going to faint. I'll be seeing very little of Hubby at this rate. Really worried that we will not be able to pull through. Sighs.

Oh ya, Hubby said yesterday: If Muddy and Oreo reproduces, it'll be called Mario and Oddy. Quite a nice name actually. Hahaha! But Oddy sounds like the Garfield's dog? Is it?

I hate my sunburn. Made me keep peeling subconsiously. Tmd. Now the dried up skin moving down to the shoulders le, not just the back. Good luck to me. I might have a dislocated shoulder at this rate that i'm peeling skin from my back.

I miss my Hubby! Please please let me have a solution to curb the miss that I have for him. Especially when he goes reservist and Taiwan ):

Totally wasted!

Met Hubby in the evening at Bugis yesterday together with Kenny and Dasao. Ate at Sakae Sushi. Don't know why the 4 of us eat always can laugh so much and practically at anything de. Puff time after that and we walked over to tabao for Eric and buy ciggy from 7-11. Thereafter headed over to a pub (can't remember the name).

Totally wasted till like fuck man. In total, the 5 of us drank 1 jug beer, 2 martell and 1 red wine (4 of us). The redwine left me no mercy. Went to the toilet and puke, funny thing is i don't even know Hubby was with me all along till Kenny knocked on the door and said someone needed to use the toilet. After that went out to the drain outside, sat on the ledge and puked again. And i just slept there. Finally someone (don't know Kenny or Dasao) flagged for cab. Hubby had to carry me into the cab. I think i just slept on his lap all the way back to yishun. Reached le, open door and i saw drain puke again. Just 吐到乱. Went Hubby house, he made me lie down on his bed, and next thing i know, i got up, hugged his lovely white dustbin and vomitted again! Was breathing so hard and fast as though i had asthma till Hubby had to calm me down to breathe slower. Think Hubby 看了也心疼. After that i think i was the one who started first. So HHT and HWT appeared! Finally went home at about 7am and his mum asked him so early go where.

But Hubby could not rest yet. Upon reaching home after sending me, his Daddy asked him to fetch him to Balestier to take his medicine. So Hubby can only sleep at 11plus.

I guess Hubby is still sleeping now. My head still pain, keep hitting the basin yesterday in the toilet while Hubby helped me up. Blue blacks here and there due to falls. Headache. Surprisingly i didn't sprain my ankle. Haha!

Thank you Hubby for being there for me. The moment you told me "i'm here to protect and watch over you if you are drunk" i just totally let loose of myself. Don't know what's cooping so much inside me also. And Hubby stayed with me all the way. And even carried me into the cab. He really cares and dotes on me alot. Always giving me the best of his.

Hubby i really miss you alot! As much as i want you to sleep and rest well till your fill, i want you to wake up too. Just miss you only. Sometimes i wonder, did you cast a magic spell on me to make me miss you so much even though you're right infront of me?

Ok, before i end off, here is a shot of my unglam throwing up session. Taken by Kenny.

Miss Hubby many many lots lots!

It'a such a hot weather today! I'm melting. I think i'm recovering as i kept perspiring. Anyway, didn't go for work today and Hubby told his dad that i'm sick.

Played with Muddy and Oreo today. Oreo keeps getting bullied. Spent 2 hours in the toilet figuring out how to justify the text for every single post by default. And guess i'm done with it. Next is to amend Hubby's blog to classic template. Still can't get on with that though.

Will be meeting Hubby tonight! (:

Sick!

I'm so sick today. Had slight fever. And my blocked nose is getting worse. Tmd.

Spent the morning at Hubby house and went Chambers to play L4D in the afternoon for about 2 hours before heading over to Bishan to fetch his mum. His dad flew to Hong Kong this morning and will be back at approximately 10.30pm.

Super miss Hubby! Slept in his arms today for about 15 minutes and was woken up by my throat irritation. He snored so loud! So addicted to his bed! While i'm writing this, Hubby is driving from airport back home. Hope Hubby faster reach home. Miss him.

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Trying To Tolerate

I'm trying to tolerate from all this. I love him and i will give in anything for him. But it feels really bad and awkward when he quarrels with his dad.

Like just, both of us were hungry. But when he told his dad he going to buy dinner, both of them just flared up. I didnt expect things to turn out this way. And worse still, it's Hubby's birthday and we're stuck here to work. And just because of a dinner, everyone showing attitude.

I'm really getting sick le. Morning already not feeling well. Left office at 10plus. Reached home only keep sneezing, used up many tissue and now slight fever plus headache. Throat inflammation too. Wtf!! Have never felt so bad for such a long time. I want to faster get well so that Hubby won't know that i'm sick and won't add on to his worries and stress. Feels so xin ku now.

I miss Hubby Ting!

Hello!

Currently in Hubby's office now. Nothing much for me to do as of now. His daddy booking flight to fly tomorrow.

Tried to edit the template for our blog. But with the new blogger interface, i don't know how to revert back to the classic template whereby editing the template would be easier and convenient. Totally lost touch of html and css. So trying to post as much as possible to view the post settings.

It's Hubby's birthday today! Happy 26th birthday hubby! You're so sweet :D He is quite busy counting how many of his friends posted on his facebook wall. Miss him super much even though he is infront of me. Sighs. Why ah why? Hope he can remain cheerful for the rest of his life and don't always lose temper. And please remain this handsome face!

Shall end here and post again tomorrow after i figured out how to edit the template.

Oh ya! My new addition to my guinea pig family! Introducing Oreo, my 2 months old girl...

My Blog Layout Goes Haywire!

Damn it! Was amending my blog template and wanted to change the background, but i accidently removed the html code and now i have no backup for it. Great! Shall figure it out tonight.

Just read Hubby's blog. What i was dreading finally came. His dad found out about the scratched tyre rim. I feel so guilty now. Ever since that incident on Thursday i think when we went drinking at Bonkers, my mind totally went crazy. I punched the wall and drove after drinking. The rim grinded against the kerb when i was turning right at a junction. And it was damn loud! I felt really lack of confidence in driving now and it felt as though i am driving on the main road, aside from when learning, for the first time. It feels really bad and gloomy. I want to be the confident Wifey that Hubby has taught me abit of his skills, and not like how i am driving now ):

Celebrated Hubby's birthday in advance for him at Blueberry on Saturday with Kenny and Da Sao too: i don't know if Hubby really felt happy or not. But i just want him to feel treasured and loved. He is abit upset that his good brothers didn't contact him to meet up for his birthday. I wish i can do much more. I will work hard towards earning more money. And give that Hubby of mine all that I can. All i want is for him to change his bad temper and for him to smile more from his heart.

Really miss Hubby now. Most probably will only see him tomorrow. As much as i want to see him, i don't want him to drive to Jurong at night and back again. Knowing that he will lap cars or doze off while driving. Just want him to be safe and sound and kept away from danger.

My post stops here. I hope i can figure out the right layout soon!

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