It seemed like he has forgotten ): Not a single greeting from him. *haiis*

Went only for GEMs today. Pushed our presentation to next week again due to insufficient preparation. Luckily the Lecturer is good :D We didn't overcome our temptation >.< *wahahas!* Anyway, Baby accompanied me to Choa Chu Kang before heading back to club. Thanks Baby! (: Had the last tuition for my Primary 3 student.

Shall start with my homework for RWP now ): Toodles all! Goodnights!

**Sorry Dear for using the photo that you have put together a few months back :D

Photos taken with Wei Qian Bao Bei in the Moberly Toilet :D Talked alot with her today and I realised we really have alot in common. *wahahas!* Both of us left training early today as we weren't feeling well. So we went Moberly to bath and home (: But before going home, we shared a bottle of Blackcurrent Vodka. Don't know why both of us felt rather drowsy after drinking. Luckily I had Baby to accompany me home. If not I think I will sleep on the way home >.<>Didn't go for ACS tutorial this morning. I guess I am going for lessons every Thursday when there is RWP. Someone help me! )):Shall end here and get ready for GEMs lers.

Wheees! Shall be going back for training today. I hope I didn't fail my grading ): If I fail it, oh well, it would be a learning lesson to be double hardworking in learning patterns. If I pass, pure luck is on my side as I know I made a mistake in the pattern ): Hopefully I pass. I seem to be losing weight? I wonder whether I should drop weight to the lighter category or remain. *hmmm* Long time never see my Bao Bei lers. Would be seeing her today. Both Sharon and Hui Min are not going for training as they have their project to do.

Went out with Baby to do our GEMs project last night at Jurong Point (: He bought his new Sony Ericson handphone lers. But can only collect around next week. He got the phone with the 8Gb internal memory. So cool. I wanted that phone too. But I still have another 1 year more of contract to go ): I shall buy some touch screen phone like those models of Sumsung's one at the end of my contract :D *hehes* Anyway, Baby and I walked over to Melvynn's house to borrow his laptop battery before heading back to the Macdonals' in Jurong Point. Completed the work but I think still have to add on some decorations. Bus-ed home and Baby accompanied me to my void deck (: Had a fun day and some learning experienced. Sorry Baby for the pain that I have inflicted in you. I promise I will learn from my lesson lers :D *hahas* SMS-ed him alot on the same topic. I think it's been sometime since we sms-ed that many. But I still think that topic is high level >.<

Watched "Blindness" on Saturday with Baby at Cineleisure. Oh man! It's the worst show that I have ever watched. But the whole cinema was filled with people. And the theatre before our show was also filled except for the first 2 rows. The show was beyond boring. It's just about a woman, whose husband became blind for no reason. The whole world became blind too. She was the only one that wasn't blind. So she guided those other patients in her ward around the hospital. This hospital is actually a place to isolate these infected people from the outside world. But, the whole world still got infected anyway by one guy. Long story. Anyway, it's just about the noble story of this woman that took in all the tough work. One scene that really pains me was the part when she caught her husband (who is an infected doctor) F*ing another infected woman who always lend him her listening ear. But in the end, the woman forgave him as she loved him. How touching. Anyway, the whole show was gross la. Ok la. What to do? It's an M18 show. Anyway, there were 3 wards and they had to fight for food as there were always insufficient due to the uprising number of infected people. So one night, the ward with this woman had to send all their woman to the other ward with the food in hand to give them pleasure. If you know what I mean >.<>I want to watch "Coffin" so much! But Baby say watch next week when he collects his handphone from the shop. Soooo looooooong!! Hope the timing for the day won't be very late. Anyway, the trailer seems quite appealing to me. with the blood scenes all that :D But I won't dare to go home after watching! ): I wish I had more guts XD *hahas*

Shall end here. Today's post is rather long. And! I skipped Maths Lecture today again. I swear to go to the Maths Tutorial on Thursday! (:

Seriously, I feel like giving up. No matter what I do, I can't change the fact of what happened in the past. I would gladly give in anything if you would just change the way you think. Whenever I think of it, tears just starts trickling down my face. I don't feel like going out. I don't want to face anyone. I just heard something that I was expecting myself to hear. But the truth of it crushed down on me hard. Why can't everything be back like how they used to be? Sometimes I think, should I have listened to those advices given to me by my friends. I don't want to prove them right. Why? Because I had faith in you. But now, everything seems to change. The more faith and confidence I pumped into you, the more withdrawn you have become. Remembering me saying I will go all out to make you happy? I think I would even be glad to let you go if that brings you true happiness. But it will, and never will, bring me any tinge of happiness. Please bear that in mind. I don't know what other things I do or say to let you gain that feeling back.

I feel like skating so much ):

Sharon says that she don't want to go Bugis because it's too late for her. Ahhh! Sad man. That's left with only Wei Qian and I.

Would be having tuition later. Thought I can finally have a break on Saturdays ): But looking on the brighter side, at least I get to earn some bucks today (: And it's all about science today! No more English or Chinese. That really kills my braincells explaining everything to her as she dosen't understands alot of things.

Baked cookies again today! (: *yum yum!* I also baked something that contained cornflakes, chocolate chip, cashew nuts, honey, sunflower seeds and egg :D Quite sweet and yummy too. But it's sticky.

I told Wei Qian about what happened on Tuesday. She also felt the same way as me. She said if true love existed, nothing can possibly spoil anything. I strongly agree with that. She also mentioned that those people who were my friends shouldn't be my friends now, as what they did were overboard. I would like to clarify that I truely love him. What happened in the past is already the past. What must I do to make you all change that selfish thought of yours? Nevertheless, still quite comforted that I got my buddy and Wei Qian to share my troubles with (: They always stood by me whenever I had to share my problems with :D Thanks alot!

I miss Baby alot alot ): I wish he is by my side now. Somehow, my thinking altered itself again. I realised Baby has to have his freedom, so I have decided not to see so much of Baby and sms him that much ): Although I am feeling a sense of heartache, but it's all for Baby's own good. I want Baby to be happy. I would even go all out just to make him a happy boy (: But no one ever understands how I feel ):

Should be going with Wei Qian and Sharon to Bugis tomorrow. Hui Min can't make it tomorrow as she has her project to do. And that Wei Qian haven't confirm timing :S *haiis* Can't wait for tomorrow :D

I still want to see Baby so much! That Baby promised me something but he broke his promise!! Dots! I am so going to make you pay! *hurmph!*

That's all for today (:

My cashew nut cookies! :D

My Seafood bake rice done the other day (:

Just got home after my first tuition. Skipped my Maths lecture that is suppose to be from 3pm to 5pm in order to make it for my tuition at 5pm. I am so tired! )): I wish I can take a break soon. Looking on the bright side, the tuition will end next week as their exams would be over. But on the other hand, I won't get to earn money lia0s ):

Didn't get to see Baby today *sobs* I want to see Baby so much! There is one guy in my new class also called "Wei Da". When I told Baby, he said don't think of that guy as him. *hahas* Don't worry. Won't one la. As I said, I will only get excited when I hear that name >.< *help!* Yeah! Coming to 6th Month with Baby lers. So happy (: Spent close to half a year with my precious Baby (: I will love Baby forever and be with him as long as it takes. Nothing can part you from me. *wahahas!*

Got to go off to another tuition lers. I want to take a break!

Oh ya! This semester's Analog Communication System's practical is way harder than the previous semester as we are using the digital oscilloscope, which is more complex than the normal one. And RWP is due in week 5. Oh goodness! Someone save me ):

I am very pissed of with some people. Can't all of you just mind your own business? What is it that bothers you so much to keep pestering others with your questions and making them heed your advice? Many things that I want to say. But I feel it's just to save your own fuckin' face. I wish to tell you straight, that I hate you people. No. I don't hate you. I detest you people. Some of you are sensitive enough to say the right things at the right time. But others are just wagging their tongues like nobody's business. Friends, we can be. But having your toe step out of that line, I can't take it anymore! You people just have your pride. Pushing the blame to others and not yourself. Do you think others will improve? Dream on. Come on. You think they don't know what's the truth. They jolly well know it. And what becomes of you? In their eyes, you are just some freak who has 2 faces. Get a life. You people are just creating nonsense. No. Not nonsense. I should say dirt. Dirt that can be sweeped up and disposed of in the bin. That's what you are doing. So stop creating havoc. Nothing you do will leave an impression deep enough to spoil everything. Maybe I should thank you for creating such situations where everything can be proven and explained. Thanks a whole lot man. Matters will only some day improve and not deprove.

Feels so good pouring everything out to my friend and my blog (: Anyway, we overcame another obstacle once again. My friend encouraged me greatly to move on with my life. But I can't let everything go just like that. Enough of this topic. It just makes my blood boil.

Shall update again soon! Oh ya! Got my unpainted canvas from the person who uploaded it lers! (: So happy! :D

Hi Everyone! As informed, I've changed my blog URL :D Reason for this, I am tired with super long URL *hahas* bubbly-sarah is short and simple. But then again, I feel this URL does not have a sense of personality in it >.< *hmm, I might start changing URL again* *hahas*

Sunday, 19 October 2008
Yeah! Channel Okto is available now! Caught Pan Lybarinth. Somehow, I find it a bore to watch it. It used to be a 'ok-ok' movie for me. My parents let us cook our own dinner of baked rice :D Yes. I cooked my own and it's delicious with the cheese :D *wheees* I will upload a photo of it soon. But all you will see is the layer of cheese on the surface.

Monday, 20 October 2008
I went to school and skipped the morning class as I reached school late. Stayed in the library till 10am for the EID lecture at LT12D. I think that is my happiest class for this semester as I am with my friends from class 2B06. But happiness only ends there. I have to join 2B05 for the practical and tutorial >.< *haiis* I skipped the other 2 lessons after that to read a book in the library. There was this really weird guy with his friends. Judging by his accent, I could tell he wasn't local. I think he was somewhere from Korean. He had another friend from his native country who he spoke to frequently. His language used to communicate with his other local friends is English. Ok. The story starts here.

-I was sitting at my usual spot reading my book. This group of guys came by. They were walking around talking. Then this foreign guy stopped in his tracks, looked and pointed at me.

His local friend: Eh. Your friend arh? You know her? (referring to me)
Him: Nope. Friends to be -laughs- *hahas* Who cares? -starts to sit down right infront of me-
(Continued to read my book and ignore him. He randomly took a book out from the shelves, flipped open and asked his friend "Hey, what is this?" And I think he thought I might look up as he glanced at me again)
Friend: -points at his watch- Hey. Let's go. It's going to be the next lesson.
Him: I want to stay a little longer. -Get's up, take a book and sits down again just ard 40cm from me-
(I had the urge to get up and leave. But the whole library had loads of people)
After 5 minutes, the ordeal was over. Thank goodness for his next lesson. Stupid people.

Anyway, peace was with me after that. I didn't know Dear sms-ed me many times to get me. There is no reception for my handphone when I am in the Library. And guess what? I happened to look up and saw Dear stopping at the shelf where I was reading my book ((: Super shocked and happy. But when I told Dear I have been sitting there since 12, he lightly tapped my face and said "That means you skipped class again la?". I passed Dear his share of cookies that I made on Saturday. He said it was nice. But then again, he might he consoling me or just making me happy >.<>Would be having Tuition for my Primary 3 student today at 5pm to 6.30pm. Have to go straight from school. *haiis* No choice. Have to 'chiong' through their exam period. If not I can't save up enough money to go overseas with my parents. *haiis* Got to go now to get ready for going school. Oh ya. Die la. I still don't know what to do for GEMS!! Oh man! Someone please help me T.T

Reply For Tags:
MELISSA: Thanks. Oh ya. It seems you didn't inform Wei Qiang about the ice-skating thing?
JIAN LE: What's wrong with you and Bala sia?! What's wrong with Bubbly?! l0ls.
BALA: Why can't put bubbly? It's character bubbly lehs. Not size >.< *hahas*

Hellos everyone. Finally got the time and mood to blog again (:

Spent the whole of today playing the guitar and singing songs. Oh ya! And finally able to hear the songs "Irama Belia", "Unpainted Canvas" and "The music's always there with you". These song pieces are so nice! But I can only enjoy hearing them online in Imeem as they can't be downloaded. To most of you, it will seem like some strange titles. But it's really nice. Especially the "Unpainted Canvas". I sang the song "Part Of Your World" and recorded it using my handphone. Personally, I think it sounds 75% like the original one :D *hahas* Please tell me what you think about it. Sorry everyone, I was too bored the whole day so I tried to keep myself occupied. Here are the original and my version of it :D Enjoy!

Got to work today :D

Recently nothing much to blog about. *haiis*

Why do you keep saying those things recently? I want to tell you it really hurt me alot hearing you say such stuffs. Maybe you don't understand me enough. Firstly, you don't believe in me. But that, I got nothing to say. Secondly, you started saying things which I hate to hear. How would you like me saying all those to you? ):

I didn't go for any lesson today. Went to see Mr Lim Boon Seng (a lecturer) this morning at around 10am to settle my forward modules. He called me to say that the school would be terminating Report Writing from next year onwards ): So I have to forward everything now. So currently, I am taking my 3 modules (Electromagnetic Devices, Engineering Mathematics 2A and Analog Communication System), Report Writing and Electrical Installation Design (my normal module). And my time table is so cool.

Monday: 9am to 5pm
Tuesday: 10am to 3pm
Wednesday: 10am to 3pm
Thursday: 10am to 5pm
Friday: 10am to 12pm

I don't have lessons that are starting at 8am.

Now for other updates! Went swimming with my Aunt and 2 "kor kor". *hahas* Was damn fun! Got to go again! ): Shall update tomorrow!

Hi Everyone! It's been a long time since I last updated. Was so busy for the past 2 weeks >.<>1st day of school went pretty well for me. Stayed in the library during lunch and in between lessons to hunt for DIY books ((: Was so happy to be in the 1st floor of the library. But it was so cold over there. I think I am going to love EID. We will deal with 230 volts of electricity someday this sememster. *woots!*

Met Baby yesterday at FC3 to print time table (: He accompanied to the MRT station to wait for Eugene as he would be accompanying me over to Choa Chu Kang. Sold my blogshop products. Trained and bus home after that. Such a tiring day.

Got to go for now. I am late for school >.<>.<>

Been quite a busy week. Shall update a little on the past few days.

Saturday, 04 October 2008

Had tuition in the morning with Mei Yen and Qian Yu. Went back home to have my lunch and met Eugene at Boon Lay Control Station to head over to Seng Kang to meet my customer. The trip there was damn long. And very expensive >.<

Sunday, 05 October 2008

Went out with Kelvin Kor Kor to IMM to have lunch and chat (: Ate Macdonalds again. Went to Daiso and Popular after that. I am so broke now la ): Even got laughed by Kor Kor for the balance in my account :S Went home and tried out something before meeting Eugene for blading session :D *happy happy* But today he attitude me ): I think it's because I am always not independent when crossing roads with blades. So he said I should learn how to cross roads. I think that must be the reason. As after that I crossed the road without his help and he was better (: Spent alot of time chatting. After that he bladed with me back home before leaving for home. Was such a tiring day and I buang-ed on the stairs near to Ming Hui's house. In the end I have to call Ming Hui down for plaster. As the impact was quite great, my neck now like almost sprained lers. So pain. My elbow got quite a deep graze. After that I fell again. So now my knee has a deep abrasion too. The blood was super scary. Kept flowing and flowing. And it was deep red. Like concentrated one. *haiis*

Got to go lers. Updates again soon! (:

Would be having tuition today. Oh man. Totally sadded ): There goes my whole day ):

I just realised my index finger got bitten by the bird yesterday. Abit pain when I bend my finger. *hahas* Today's post shall be a short one. Baby would be off for EEEC Interactive Camp from 2nd October 2008 (today) till 5 October 2008 (Sunday). Sad sad ): Oh ya. He still haven't bought his Handphone yet yesterday :S

I feel so empty deep inside. I know it's just a few days that you will be away. But I can't help thinking that I will miss you loads when you're gone. You said you will call me when you have the time at night. Although I am looking forward to your calls, I hope that you get enough rest first before calling me. I love you loads my Baby! (:

Training tomorrow. I want to kick people XD But at the same time, I still can't run. Terrible and unbearable headaches when I run )):

Today is Baby's birthday.Went Bird Park with Baby today! (: Was such a fun day! :D Took many photos of the birds. Shall try to upload as many as possible.

The last 2 photos is the birthday celebration by Melvynn, Wee Kiat, Baby and I at the "bangla park" near Jurong Point. Shall upload on the contents as soon as possible (:

Got to go! Good Nights all!

Last but not least...
Happy 20th Birthday my Baby! (: Hope whatever wish you made today come true (: