Anyway, went to watch "Chocolate" today at Plaza Singapura. The show not bad. But throughout the whole show, its all about this girl fighting. She's so cool la! How I wish I can be like her. I just realised some of her kicks are like what I learnt during my Taekwondo trainings. She had so much speed in her!! Only thing is I wonder if it's real or the camera crew just fast forward everything. So cool.
Something real bad happened today. I know it's my fault for everything ): But I didn't take any chance to lie to you now. So since you think that I am lying to you, let the fact remain as that then. I don't know what else I can say to prove my innocence. I don't wish for matters to get out of hand. But everything seems so impossible now. I guess we just have to start thinking of the best way to bid goodbye to those dreams. Not that I don't treasure the past, but what is coming ahead of us forbids me to look forward to the future whole-heartedly. It seems the more I say, the worse matters seems to get. Somehow, I am tired of all this. What my other friend said was probably true. I can never tell you how glad was I to have come this far, but everything seems to take a change in life. I used to argue alot, mix alot with guys and do other silly stuff that no one can ever tolerate. But did anyone take any notice of those changes? No. Never. This would go on for life. I have put in so much effort and gone this far. But matters seems to go the opposite way I wanted it to be. Right now, I don't even have anything to argue about that point of "It's probably a lie". If that's what you think, so be it. That's all I have to say. Nothing that I have done is ever appreciated. NOTHING. I just wish you all the best in your future and don't ever let me drag you down (: Damn! I should have just cancelled that call but I pressed the wrong button instead...
I guess I shall end here. I am not in any mood to blog anyway. Let the past be a good memory and a lesson learnt.
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