I don't know what else can I do anymore.

I try to care for you more. In return, this is what I get.

I am sorry for "nagging" at you to sleep earlier. But that is because I care.

My heart is filled with undesired sorrow that no one knows of.

My heart aches badly of undefined depth when you say those words.

Perhaps you didn't notice it.

No one would anyway.

No one cared.

But I cared.

I once thought everything seemed almost perfect.

But now,

everything seemed to change.

How can I ever get back those past memories that are unheard of now?

It all seem so distant.

So imaginary.

So... ficticious.

I seemed to be turning into a zombie.

Staring into vast space,

wondering what went wrong.

Will the future ever be like those memories?

Perhaps,

Those moments will never come.

Perhaps,

Those moments were once dreams.

I don't know what to do now.

I remember once telling you that I can't live without you.

I guess all those might be a hideous lie for the future.

I don't love you like I used to.

Perhaps, it's even more.

But it seems the more I love you,

The greater the pain and misery seems to me.

Every word you said seems to be rubbing insult to the injury.

Adding oil to the fire.

Adding salt to the wound.

Nothing can ever describe that heart aching sensation that I feel.

I can't stop the pain.

No one can except you.

Yes you.

I love you.

No one can ever replace you.

I feel like I don't ever want to hear you telling me "I Miss You".

I feel like I don't ever want to hear you telling me "I Love You".

I feel as though all those are frigging lies right from the bottom of your heart.

I need a brain wash.

I need an escape from my cluttered mind.