Seriously, I feel like giving up. No matter what I do, I can't change the fact of what happened in the past. I would gladly give in anything if you would just change the way you think. Whenever I think of it, tears just starts trickling down my face. I don't feel like going out. I don't want to face anyone. I just heard something that I was expecting myself to hear. But the truth of it crushed down on me hard. Why can't everything be back like how they used to be? Sometimes I think, should I have listened to those advices given to me by my friends. I don't want to prove them right. Why? Because I had faith in you. But now, everything seems to change. The more faith and confidence I pumped into you, the more withdrawn you have become. Remembering me saying I will go all out to make you happy? I think I would even be glad to let you go if that brings you true happiness. But it will, and never will, bring me any tinge of happiness. Please bear that in mind. I don't know what other things I do or say to let you gain that feeling back.