I just feel real down and bad ): I wish I could do something about it but there is absolutely nothing. Nothing can describe the way I feel now. I wish I could just sleep my life away from all these miseries. I still miss him alot, but so what? It has all ended ): Close to one year we have been together and now it's all gone. And it's worse than ever. This feeling of heartache would be with me. I may conceal my feelings, but deep inside, it will still be there. I still, true-ly love you deeply... But I don't want to let go ): *haiis*

Had 2 tuitions today and my parents fetched me after that. We went to Qian Hu to buy Guppies. As usual, I caught them. Bought 8 of them. Next, we went over to Farm Mart. I saw this really cute bunny. Should be around 1.5 month old. It's an ash-grey Netherland Dwarf. And it cost $220! It's like WTF??! They over-priced that bunny! And I even spot a cut on the right ear. Fancy them pricing it at such a high price. Netherland Dwarfs would cost roughly about $180. And I learnt something today at that shop! We spotted baby hamsters in the bedding of the tank. The sales girl said that baby hamsters are alright to be left in the open. I've read through many books and over the net that you have to cover the cage, if not the hamsters will get stressed by human movements and eat their babies up. Weird Weird.

Work starts again tomorrow. No lunch partners as all of my colleagues have to attend a product launch. Boring...

When should I go for a check-up on my stomach? I feel there is something wrong but... I am just to chicken to see a doctor about it. Maybe I would be diagnosed with Stomach Cancer or something like that. *haiis* I can't possibly keep eating gastric medicines. Sure. It helps. But how long can I consume that? Surely, it will come to a day when it will have side effect. *haiis* I don't know what to do. The world seems to be crashing down on me. I don't know how to be stronger to face this crashing world ): I need you...