I saw something that I should not have. Suddenly in a very downcast mood. What should I do? There is absolutely no one whom I can talk to. And now forced to swallow my own fears. All you can do is keep asking me why am i in the bad of mood and why i kept showing you attitude. Have you ever understand how i felt? I wish i can just jump off the building or get knocked down by a car. All these just keeps happening repeatedly!