Hellos all! I am in the SPlibrary! (: It's super boring T.T

It's been a long time since I last blogged :D Even Wei Qian Bao Bei complains that I haven't been updating. As I haven't update for such a long period of time, I have lost track of what I have done T.T Oh ya, had a little Christmas Meet up a few days before Christmas ((: Since it was a "Home-made theme", Sharon gave us home- made cookies, Hui Min gave us hand-made earrings and Wei Qian... *errr hurm!* Nothing! *hahas* I gave them cute towels with their names written on it. Reason for this, they can use the towels for bathing after trainings! :D Super thoughtful of me right? But it feels so wrong. All 3 of them have the towel but not me. So when it comes to camps etc, they are using the same towel but not me! Oh my! I outcast-ed myself >.<

Mdm Eileen msn-ed me earlier on telling me to go down for trainings if I want to go for next year's nationals. It's in August and she says that not enough time to train for it lers. Oh man! Oh ya! An update! I will be skipping IVP this year. Many things happened and I am afraid something misfortunate might happen to me >.<

Went to Sentosa with Baby on 23 December 2008 (: I cooked noodles! Eh~! I seldom cook for others de hor! So better appreciate :D Didn't take any photos at all for the day ): And there's always one thing that's happening there. I will tend to go into the water and play even though I didn't bring anything to change out into. I just couldn't resist the temptation of the cool water at sight :D Got to change that habit of mine. The sun was so nice and warm (:

29 December 2008 was our 8th Monthniversary. Time flies real quickly. Had a really great time with Baby for all these 8 months together!

I am glad that I always have a listening ear to turn to when I needed them (: They belong to my dearest Bao Bei! I am not saying that I don't recite my problems to either Sharon or Hui Min, but it seemed both Bao Bei and I have much more in common and it's much easier to speak my heart out with her. Just yesterday, I had a talk with her over msn about something. But she told me not to regret in the future for which ever way I should choose. *haiis* It's all really confusing. Those dreams, they are influencing me ):

Special congratulations to Paul! (: I know he won't be seeing this, but I still want to congratulate him. I saw him online (actually he was online for the past 1 week) and asked for his phone number as I lost his along with my handphone. And he was watching mobTV! So good ): But still, I can't watch even though he taught me the steps to view it )): Super sad-ed. No entertainment for me. Anyway, I want to congratulate him on his A levels! (: I couldn't catch up with him till yesterday. He got 2As, 2Bs and 2Es. And congrats that you passed the module you expected to fail (: And he is planning to go into Computing in NUS after he completes his NS. All the best to you (:

Sometimes, it's really nice bumping into someone whom you have missed all this while or lost contact with. I recently bumped into Xin Yi (a classmate in both Secondary 1 and 2) at Jurong Point 2. She was the one who taught me how to play the Er-hu. We exchanged phone numbers. But I doubt we will ever sms :S *hahas* And! And! And! I was so damn happy when another of my darling sms-ed me! It's been a long time since I last saw her. And I lost her contact when I lost that damn phone ): But nevertheless, we still got in contact! Guess we were fated to be together XD We hope to go clubbing togther some day. Both of us have never gone to that sort of place. But we want to see the world! (: Someday my dear, we will go there (: She have a nice boyfriend who treats her well, in NS. Sometimes, you don't need someone who is filthy rich and handsome or charming. You just need someone to be there for you whenever you needed them. Anyway, I pity her. Both her boyfriend and herself are staying at opposite ends of Singapore. It's so hard for them to meet-up ): *haiis* I do miss her. It's been soooo long since we last meet up. I miss those days when we can talk about anything.

This post seems rather long (: Life these days are just not for me ): It's either overwhelming or totally bored. I have been playing a private server of MapleStory. It's exp rates are so much higher compared to other servers. But currently, the administrator is away on a holiday till 01 January 2009 ): So... No maple for me till then ): Since there's no mapling for me, I went on book hunting in the school's library. And guess what? I spotted another Sidney Sheldon book by chance! (: I thought I had read all the books written by him that's available in the library, but I saw this very book, titled "Master Of The Game". Super thick book with small fonts and 493 pages (: I can now have my small entertainment. I love reading his book. But I realised that I have changed quite abit reading his series. I learn to think in another perspective. Most of his characters in his stories are evil and out for something. So, I will probably be either be the Villian like the book or the one who is able to spot weakness in others.

Alright! Enough of blabbering non-stop. My fingers are tired and they are going to rest by reading Sheldon's book (: Oh! Oh! My little Ribbon is healthy and pretty (: And she survived a fall from the top of her cage :D

Damn it! I hate cough more than anything else!! *sobs* I am down with serious cough. And what's worst?! It's dry cough and I hate it! Sometimes, I feel like coughing. But when I open my mouth to cough, nothing comes out. *haiis* When am I going to recover?! And flu is getting to me now. I suffer from blocked nose and runny nose now!! But I can't see the doctor as it wouldn't help me the slightest bit ):

Wanted to go skating in the afternoon with Eugene. But Baby called me to inform me that there is a FYP talk at SPCC at 3pm. I had to cancel the skating session and head over to SP in a rush. Was slightly late but the talk started late as well. Sat with Baby (: Anyway, when the talk was over, Baby and Wee Kiat played basketball. But when they started playing, others join them in the game for 2v2, and eventually, 3v3. They played till it rained. And luckily, their game ended before the rain got heavier. Went back with Baby and Wee Kiat to club. Waited for the rest to finish what had to be done before we head over to Jurong Point! *woots* The new building is super strange! Ok la. If this new building is a new shopping centre that I have never been to before, I would not have complained so much. But I kept reminding myself sub-consiously that it's the Jurong Point that I've been to since when I was 5 years old. So strange. Both Melvynn and I were laughing at how practical can Singaporeans get. As yesterday was the first opening day of the new section, tons of people were cruising the shopping mall at the new section. You have to push your way through people and might even elbow someone. Yes. That's how it is. And what happen to the other half? Much lesser people were there compared to on normal days. For example, the old Long John's Silver (the new section has another outlet) has more unoccupied seats compared to the new outlet. Now, I know which outlet of Long John's Silver should I go to if I want to dine there. *hahas* All of us ate at the Kopitiam foodcourt at the older section. As usual, we had to wait for seats. But it was worth the wait as we were all hungry. We had to dine at seperate tables. I sat with Baby, Melvynn and Shu Jie. Baby, Melvynn and I ate beef while Shu Jie ate Japanese Omelette Rice. That stall is a cheater bug! They used glutinous rice instead of the traditional "Zhen Zhu Mi". But our beef was quite nice (: *hahas* Anyway, All of us went home after that. Baby accompanied me to take bus home. And his reason? "To let me have the chance to pay back my debt" :S Baby was soooo good yesterday! Love him soooo much (: But when we're in the Convention Centre, he made mii strangle him >.<

Okies. I am off to make some cookies!

I miss Baby loads! )): Super Duper sad that I can't see him for 2 weeks into the holiday. But oh well, I can't possibly everyday ): Baby! Can we go cycling at Sentosa besides East Coast Park? :D He is having training since 4pm. Hope he don't fall down due to the wet floor.

Went out with Baby to Science Centre on 6th December 2008, Saturday. Met Baby at 2pm at Boon Lay MRT platform. It's been a very long time since Baby waited for me there. I miss those days when Baby and I went to school together in the morning. *haiis* Anyway, Science Centre was so fun! But had some encounters when it was so embarressing! Shan't talk about it. *hahas* Took some photos and it's in my friendster. I am plain lazy to upload it here. Headed over to Jurong Point to catch the movie "Quarantine" and had our dinner over there. Watched the movie that was on show at 9.15pm. Not a really nice show. Baby said it was boring as the camera was a "camera's man" point of view. I hate this kind of show, you can't focus on anything on screen. *haiis* And the show is worse than Resident Evil. But it was a little bit scary as it's quite violent and I kept clutching Baby so tightly he said "Ai ya. Don't worry la. It's only a NC16 show." Dots. Still will scared ma. *hahas* Was such a fun day!

My bunny, Ribbon have very soft poo now due to the bad and cold weather. *haiis* I have a bad time cleaning the poo and looking after it. But oh well, it's cute! :D

Baby! I miss you super loads. I wish you are by my side every evening. Or mayb, see u once everyday >.< *haiis* But that's impossible )): Wish these 2 weeks will be over soon. Can't wait for my 3rd week of holiday! (: Go Sentosa also okies? :D

I want to play Cake Mania so badly. But Wee Kiat said can't download for PSP as the original version is not out yet T.T I think I will hunt for the PC game. Soooo fun! Anybody can help me download the PC version or even the PSP version? :D

Happy 7th Month Darling! (:

Wow! That ass can forget about it and claimed that he thought yesterday (Saturday) was Friday. 2nd time in a row lers ): Super duper sadded! T.T *haiis*

Hell0s all (: It's been quite some time since i last posted. Daddy bought a new brown bunny on 22 November 2008 (: It's a girl and she is around 3.5 months old. Daddy said buying slightly older bunnies are better as their bones are stronger. The previous boy lost his life to not fully developed bones ):

Had GEMs presentation today. Felt so guilty as I stole Baby's chance to answer the question of "What have you learnt after taking this GEMs?" by the lecturer. And I happen to say whatever he wanted to say. Really sorry Baby )): I guess Baby was really mad at me that I stole his line. Went for ITP briefing today. But I spent most of my time there playing PSP. Baby was also playing PSP.

Have to end here and update soon! :D

I am looking forward to 27th December 2008 :D

My bunny, Cash, died today ): This is dedicated to him:

You were so cute with soft nose, red round eyes and pink ears. Along with those features, came the snow-white soft fur of yours. Although each bunny of your kind resembles each other, I still will always remember how you wanted me to stroke your soft head. Whenever I stop stroking it, you will tilt your head back to see where my hand went. And would only be contented when I start stroking again. I will also remember the time when you jumped into that pail of shallow water. You love water and cant help cleaning your face with the clean water. But that water got into your little nose and you sneezed and produced that cute squeaking voice. That was the very first time I heard you. You love to play with water explore new places in the house. I remember on the first day, you started urinating on that comfy piece of towel and went there ever since, till the day you got sick. Sorry that I don't even know what made you sick. You were having diarrhea on 18 November 2008 but you got better and almost recovered just yesterday. This morning, you even excreted alot. But I still don't understand why did you leave us. I regretted not waking up early at 7.30am to check on you. You probably need cleaning. I woke up at around 9.30am and that was when my mummy said that you were having spasms and seem like you are going to pass away. That woke me up. I spent my whole time stroking and cuddling you to make you feel better. For a moment, I thought u were crying as I saw glimpse of tears welled up in your little red eyes. You gave a spasm and your heart stopped beating. Your eyes even went totally dried up, without that glassy appearance. I shouted for my parents to announce your death. But when Daddy came, your little heart started to beat again. But that only lasted for 5 seconds. Your alluring red eyes lost their colour and became grey. Your pinkish ears turned pale white. Your whole body went stiff. Your soft nose stopped sniffing like they used to. I could see your front teeth unlike before. And there went your tiny life. I felt you were giving us your final goodbye. After I shouted, everyone was by your side, looking at you. And within 5 seconds, you are gone. We were always so proud of you. Thinking you as so intelligent to be able to learn where is your toilet, learn to stand on your hind legs without support, react to your name, come back towards me when I call you. Although we will be buying another bunny, but no two bunnies are the same. You will always be loved by me (: Hope you rest in peace.

Damn Friendster. It states that I have no friends now! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! firstly, I lost my handphone and now this. How am I suppose to be able to get back all my lost contacts with this happening to me? And also, I just realised (but once again), that I lost something really important ): *sobs!* But on the other hand, Friendster statistics would be back on accuracy soon. I hope so. *pray pray*

My parents bought a cute white bunny yesterday! :D I am so super elated!! It's only 1.5 months old and it's the species that has white fur with red eyes. It's a boy and we named him "Cash" I am responsible to clean out the cage, refill the food and change the towel everyday for Cash. I was so excited in seeing Cash that I woke up at 6.40am instead of 8am today. And Cash is eating! :D Oh well, it ate right after we brought him home. He is super cute and active can. Talk about love at first sight! Nothing can beat those kind of feeling when Cash cuddles up close to me when he is scared. But I was told that he can't eat carrots yet till 9 months as he will have diarrheoa that will cause death. So, Cash can only consume dry food. He is so tiny when he curls up into a ball to sleep. The size is slightly smaller than my palm. But I feel like buying cash some vitamin drops or treats for him. But better not. He might get ill. I miss Cash alot alot! ): I want to cuddle him up. Can't wait to see him when I get back home tonight! :D I shall upload a few photos of him at the bottom.

Arrgh! Exams are round the corner and I haven't prepared yet. Have to really study already ):

I want to go East Coast Park. It's been a really long time since we last went there. I want ride bikes! :D Can we go? (:

Damn! I lost my handphone last night! First time in my life. And I am so totally devastated! ): My handphone is not only 1 year old and it is gone now. So I am stuck with my old NEC phone which gives me hell of difficulty typing. I will probably be borrowing from Baby his old handphone tomorrow. *phew* Luckily he didn't sell it :D But I am still really sad ): I miss the phone. Those photos in my 1gb memory card (actually it's Wee Kiat's one), the handphone accessory (my 2nd month present for Baby and I) and the phone itself. Really damn sad! T.T *haiis* So all friends, please sms me or leave your contact here as I have lost them ): Thanks alot!

Met Baby today before GEMs. Suppose to meet him at 12pm. But I reached him at only 12.30pm. Sorry Baby for making you wait for so long. Baby was sleeping when I reached. Soooo cute :D So we played with laptop and something else till 1pm and headed for our GEMs class. I don't understand the lecturer at all! Oh man! Someone help me please ):

Walking fast is a big problem for me today. Who says my bone hard?! It will still be pain de! T.T But the good thing is that I won't feel the pain immediately. I will only feel the pain after 2 hours or so. Guess I am slow >.< *hahas* Sir Robin tortured me yesterday!! Oh my god! It's damn scary can?! We were doing the stretch that's similar to Sit and Reach. And he came over and leaned his weight on me. That's not the worst part. He even gave this evil laughter and people near me were looking at me. So damn embarressing! And we did another stretch which he leaned on me again. But this time, I have to fight against his force to make sure that my face don't touch the dirty ground XD Training was quite good. But I didn't go one exercise whereby we have to do turning kicks while holding the railing. I kept getting leg cramps. I really tried my best. But those cramps were really excrutiating. Had rotational sparring with Sian Wee, 1 yellow belt guy, Michelle and Sir Jonathan. I made Michelle's bruise on her knee even worse. Felt so guilty when she can't straighten her leg at first ): The sparring with Jonathan was bad for me. He kicked on my left arm so now I have a blue-black on it. It's pain can. And when my left hand had super lemon feeling today in the library. Baby say I have to train my hand more. Zzz. Anyway, sparred with Mdm Eileen after training and I injured her shin. I didn't do it on purpose. I have this natural reaction to block people's kicks before kicking them back. But she said I should use the area between my wrist and elbow to block. I used my fist to punch instead. Hope I can improve. *hahas* Went bathing with Sharon, Wei Qian and Hui Min at the toilet below SAC. It looks damn haunted there. So I had to persuade them to let me take the unit between them. *hahas* Baby waited for me again! And Sharon was asking like 3 times why my Boyfriend hasn't been sending me home lately. He did accompany me to take train (: *hahas* Walked out of school with Baby, Sharon, Wei Qian and Hui Min. Wee Kiat they all went ahead to the 7-eleven at the MRT station first. In the end, I took the same train as Baby, Wee Kiat, Jian Le and Melvynn. The moment in the train was damn hilarious. *hahas* Wonders of photography >.<

Would be going with Girlfriends (Sharon, Hui Min and Wei Qian) to Jurong East Swimming Complex to play (: *woots* So excited. But I think I will be meeting them at a slightly later time as I have to pray my uncle at Mandai.

Have to go now to complete some orders for my shop ): So tired. But no choice. Have to deliver the goods tomorrow.

Went to watch movie with Wei Qian yesterday at Causeway Point! (: Long time never watched movie with only 1 girl lers. *hahas* Anyway, we watched "Coffin". Before the show, we went to the arcade to play and played. We even took neoprints. But she said wait till she have photoshop then she scan the photos in as the resolution will remain. We bought Chips from Cold Storage, Milk Tea from Sweet Talk and Cup Corns from Pasir Malam. Delicious. The funniest part was that we chose couple seats for your movie *wahahas* So damn funny la. I think the ticket seller might think we are lesbians >.<

Baby, I miss you! (:

Baby & I!! ((:

Wei Qian & I (:

Yeah! I am going to see Baby today! (:

I am sooooo superrrr bored ):

Everything is changing. The feelings are lost somewhere. I am still pondering on what should be my next step. I don't have that past feeling that I used to have anymore. *haiis*

Fun filled day I had yesterday. Met up with Wei Qian and headed over to Sharon's house at around 2pm. Hui Min was ready there. Ethan was slightly later than us. Anyway, taught Wei Qian guitar. We didn't join the rest for board games as it's so complicated >.< *hahas* Anyway, stayed till 7 plus, and we watched Ethan play www.hotel626.com The process was so funny XD We were laughing when we were suppose to be frightened. Anyway, the 5 of us went to Jurong East to have our dinner. Accompanied Sharon to the Popular to find things related to her project. "Forced" Wei Qian and Ethan to accompany me to take the train as I hate being alone ): *hahas* But felt so bad that Sharon had to go home alone. Bus-ed home after that slept at around 3am. I didn't know what I was doing that made me sleep so late.

Went Plaza Singapura today with my family. Daddy bought strings for his guitar. I want to buy violin so so much! ): But can anyone teach me how to play? *haiis* Home after that.

That's all for today! :D

It seemed like he has forgotten ): Not a single greeting from him. *haiis*

Went only for GEMs today. Pushed our presentation to next week again due to insufficient preparation. Luckily the Lecturer is good :D We didn't overcome our temptation >.< *wahahas!* Anyway, Baby accompanied me to Choa Chu Kang before heading back to club. Thanks Baby! (: Had the last tuition for my Primary 3 student.

Shall start with my homework for RWP now ): Toodles all! Goodnights!

**Sorry Dear for using the photo that you have put together a few months back :D

Photos taken with Wei Qian Bao Bei in the Moberly Toilet :D Talked alot with her today and I realised we really have alot in common. *wahahas!* Both of us left training early today as we weren't feeling well. So we went Moberly to bath and home (: But before going home, we shared a bottle of Blackcurrent Vodka. Don't know why both of us felt rather drowsy after drinking. Luckily I had Baby to accompany me home. If not I think I will sleep on the way home >.<>Didn't go for ACS tutorial this morning. I guess I am going for lessons every Thursday when there is RWP. Someone help me! )):Shall end here and get ready for GEMs lers.

Wheees! Shall be going back for training today. I hope I didn't fail my grading ): If I fail it, oh well, it would be a learning lesson to be double hardworking in learning patterns. If I pass, pure luck is on my side as I know I made a mistake in the pattern ): Hopefully I pass. I seem to be losing weight? I wonder whether I should drop weight to the lighter category or remain. *hmmm* Long time never see my Bao Bei lers. Would be seeing her today. Both Sharon and Hui Min are not going for training as they have their project to do.

Went out with Baby to do our GEMs project last night at Jurong Point (: He bought his new Sony Ericson handphone lers. But can only collect around next week. He got the phone with the 8Gb internal memory. So cool. I wanted that phone too. But I still have another 1 year more of contract to go ): I shall buy some touch screen phone like those models of Sumsung's one at the end of my contract :D *hehes* Anyway, Baby and I walked over to Melvynn's house to borrow his laptop battery before heading back to the Macdonals' in Jurong Point. Completed the work but I think still have to add on some decorations. Bus-ed home and Baby accompanied me to my void deck (: Had a fun day and some learning experienced. Sorry Baby for the pain that I have inflicted in you. I promise I will learn from my lesson lers :D *hahas* SMS-ed him alot on the same topic. I think it's been sometime since we sms-ed that many. But I still think that topic is high level >.<

Watched "Blindness" on Saturday with Baby at Cineleisure. Oh man! It's the worst show that I have ever watched. But the whole cinema was filled with people. And the theatre before our show was also filled except for the first 2 rows. The show was beyond boring. It's just about a woman, whose husband became blind for no reason. The whole world became blind too. She was the only one that wasn't blind. So she guided those other patients in her ward around the hospital. This hospital is actually a place to isolate these infected people from the outside world. But, the whole world still got infected anyway by one guy. Long story. Anyway, it's just about the noble story of this woman that took in all the tough work. One scene that really pains me was the part when she caught her husband (who is an infected doctor) F*ing another infected woman who always lend him her listening ear. But in the end, the woman forgave him as she loved him. How touching. Anyway, the whole show was gross la. Ok la. What to do? It's an M18 show. Anyway, there were 3 wards and they had to fight for food as there were always insufficient due to the uprising number of infected people. So one night, the ward with this woman had to send all their woman to the other ward with the food in hand to give them pleasure. If you know what I mean >.<>I want to watch "Coffin" so much! But Baby say watch next week when he collects his handphone from the shop. Soooo looooooong!! Hope the timing for the day won't be very late. Anyway, the trailer seems quite appealing to me. with the blood scenes all that :D But I won't dare to go home after watching! ): I wish I had more guts XD *hahas*

Shall end here. Today's post is rather long. And! I skipped Maths Lecture today again. I swear to go to the Maths Tutorial on Thursday! (:

Seriously, I feel like giving up. No matter what I do, I can't change the fact of what happened in the past. I would gladly give in anything if you would just change the way you think. Whenever I think of it, tears just starts trickling down my face. I don't feel like going out. I don't want to face anyone. I just heard something that I was expecting myself to hear. But the truth of it crushed down on me hard. Why can't everything be back like how they used to be? Sometimes I think, should I have listened to those advices given to me by my friends. I don't want to prove them right. Why? Because I had faith in you. But now, everything seems to change. The more faith and confidence I pumped into you, the more withdrawn you have become. Remembering me saying I will go all out to make you happy? I think I would even be glad to let you go if that brings you true happiness. But it will, and never will, bring me any tinge of happiness. Please bear that in mind. I don't know what other things I do or say to let you gain that feeling back.

I feel like skating so much ):

Sharon says that she don't want to go Bugis because it's too late for her. Ahhh! Sad man. That's left with only Wei Qian and I.

Would be having tuition later. Thought I can finally have a break on Saturdays ): But looking on the brighter side, at least I get to earn some bucks today (: And it's all about science today! No more English or Chinese. That really kills my braincells explaining everything to her as she dosen't understands alot of things.

Baked cookies again today! (: *yum yum!* I also baked something that contained cornflakes, chocolate chip, cashew nuts, honey, sunflower seeds and egg :D Quite sweet and yummy too. But it's sticky.

I told Wei Qian about what happened on Tuesday. She also felt the same way as me. She said if true love existed, nothing can possibly spoil anything. I strongly agree with that. She also mentioned that those people who were my friends shouldn't be my friends now, as what they did were overboard. I would like to clarify that I truely love him. What happened in the past is already the past. What must I do to make you all change that selfish thought of yours? Nevertheless, still quite comforted that I got my buddy and Wei Qian to share my troubles with (: They always stood by me whenever I had to share my problems with :D Thanks alot!

I miss Baby alot alot ): I wish he is by my side now. Somehow, my thinking altered itself again. I realised Baby has to have his freedom, so I have decided not to see so much of Baby and sms him that much ): Although I am feeling a sense of heartache, but it's all for Baby's own good. I want Baby to be happy. I would even go all out just to make him a happy boy (: But no one ever understands how I feel ):

Should be going with Wei Qian and Sharon to Bugis tomorrow. Hui Min can't make it tomorrow as she has her project to do. And that Wei Qian haven't confirm timing :S *haiis* Can't wait for tomorrow :D

I still want to see Baby so much! That Baby promised me something but he broke his promise!! Dots! I am so going to make you pay! *hurmph!*

That's all for today (:

My cashew nut cookies! :D

My Seafood bake rice done the other day (:

Just got home after my first tuition. Skipped my Maths lecture that is suppose to be from 3pm to 5pm in order to make it for my tuition at 5pm. I am so tired! )): I wish I can take a break soon. Looking on the bright side, the tuition will end next week as their exams would be over. But on the other hand, I won't get to earn money lia0s ):

Didn't get to see Baby today *sobs* I want to see Baby so much! There is one guy in my new class also called "Wei Da". When I told Baby, he said don't think of that guy as him. *hahas* Don't worry. Won't one la. As I said, I will only get excited when I hear that name >.< *help!* Yeah! Coming to 6th Month with Baby lers. So happy (: Spent close to half a year with my precious Baby (: I will love Baby forever and be with him as long as it takes. Nothing can part you from me. *wahahas!*

Got to go off to another tuition lers. I want to take a break!

Oh ya! This semester's Analog Communication System's practical is way harder than the previous semester as we are using the digital oscilloscope, which is more complex than the normal one. And RWP is due in week 5. Oh goodness! Someone save me ):

I am very pissed of with some people. Can't all of you just mind your own business? What is it that bothers you so much to keep pestering others with your questions and making them heed your advice? Many things that I want to say. But I feel it's just to save your own fuckin' face. I wish to tell you straight, that I hate you people. No. I don't hate you. I detest you people. Some of you are sensitive enough to say the right things at the right time. But others are just wagging their tongues like nobody's business. Friends, we can be. But having your toe step out of that line, I can't take it anymore! You people just have your pride. Pushing the blame to others and not yourself. Do you think others will improve? Dream on. Come on. You think they don't know what's the truth. They jolly well know it. And what becomes of you? In their eyes, you are just some freak who has 2 faces. Get a life. You people are just creating nonsense. No. Not nonsense. I should say dirt. Dirt that can be sweeped up and disposed of in the bin. That's what you are doing. So stop creating havoc. Nothing you do will leave an impression deep enough to spoil everything. Maybe I should thank you for creating such situations where everything can be proven and explained. Thanks a whole lot man. Matters will only some day improve and not deprove.

Feels so good pouring everything out to my friend and my blog (: Anyway, we overcame another obstacle once again. My friend encouraged me greatly to move on with my life. But I can't let everything go just like that. Enough of this topic. It just makes my blood boil.

Shall update again soon! Oh ya! Got my unpainted canvas from the person who uploaded it lers! (: So happy! :D

Hi Everyone! As informed, I've changed my blog URL :D Reason for this, I am tired with super long URL *hahas* bubbly-sarah is short and simple. But then again, I feel this URL does not have a sense of personality in it >.< *hmm, I might start changing URL again* *hahas*

Sunday, 19 October 2008
Yeah! Channel Okto is available now! Caught Pan Lybarinth. Somehow, I find it a bore to watch it. It used to be a 'ok-ok' movie for me. My parents let us cook our own dinner of baked rice :D Yes. I cooked my own and it's delicious with the cheese :D *wheees* I will upload a photo of it soon. But all you will see is the layer of cheese on the surface.

Monday, 20 October 2008
I went to school and skipped the morning class as I reached school late. Stayed in the library till 10am for the EID lecture at LT12D. I think that is my happiest class for this semester as I am with my friends from class 2B06. But happiness only ends there. I have to join 2B05 for the practical and tutorial >.< *haiis* I skipped the other 2 lessons after that to read a book in the library. There was this really weird guy with his friends. Judging by his accent, I could tell he wasn't local. I think he was somewhere from Korean. He had another friend from his native country who he spoke to frequently. His language used to communicate with his other local friends is English. Ok. The story starts here.

-I was sitting at my usual spot reading my book. This group of guys came by. They were walking around talking. Then this foreign guy stopped in his tracks, looked and pointed at me.

His local friend: Eh. Your friend arh? You know her? (referring to me)
Him: Nope. Friends to be -laughs- *hahas* Who cares? -starts to sit down right infront of me-
(Continued to read my book and ignore him. He randomly took a book out from the shelves, flipped open and asked his friend "Hey, what is this?" And I think he thought I might look up as he glanced at me again)
Friend: -points at his watch- Hey. Let's go. It's going to be the next lesson.
Him: I want to stay a little longer. -Get's up, take a book and sits down again just ard 40cm from me-
(I had the urge to get up and leave. But the whole library had loads of people)
After 5 minutes, the ordeal was over. Thank goodness for his next lesson. Stupid people.

Anyway, peace was with me after that. I didn't know Dear sms-ed me many times to get me. There is no reception for my handphone when I am in the Library. And guess what? I happened to look up and saw Dear stopping at the shelf where I was reading my book ((: Super shocked and happy. But when I told Dear I have been sitting there since 12, he lightly tapped my face and said "That means you skipped class again la?". I passed Dear his share of cookies that I made on Saturday. He said it was nice. But then again, he might he consoling me or just making me happy >.<>Would be having Tuition for my Primary 3 student today at 5pm to 6.30pm. Have to go straight from school. *haiis* No choice. Have to 'chiong' through their exam period. If not I can't save up enough money to go overseas with my parents. *haiis* Got to go now to get ready for going school. Oh ya. Die la. I still don't know what to do for GEMS!! Oh man! Someone please help me T.T

Reply For Tags:
MELISSA: Thanks. Oh ya. It seems you didn't inform Wei Qiang about the ice-skating thing?
JIAN LE: What's wrong with you and Bala sia?! What's wrong with Bubbly?! l0ls.
BALA: Why can't put bubbly? It's character bubbly lehs. Not size >.< *hahas*

Hellos everyone. Finally got the time and mood to blog again (:

Spent the whole of today playing the guitar and singing songs. Oh ya! And finally able to hear the songs "Irama Belia", "Unpainted Canvas" and "The music's always there with you". These song pieces are so nice! But I can only enjoy hearing them online in Imeem as they can't be downloaded. To most of you, it will seem like some strange titles. But it's really nice. Especially the "Unpainted Canvas". I sang the song "Part Of Your World" and recorded it using my handphone. Personally, I think it sounds 75% like the original one :D *hahas* Please tell me what you think about it. Sorry everyone, I was too bored the whole day so I tried to keep myself occupied. Here are the original and my version of it :D Enjoy!

Got to work today :D

Recently nothing much to blog about. *haiis*

Why do you keep saying those things recently? I want to tell you it really hurt me alot hearing you say such stuffs. Maybe you don't understand me enough. Firstly, you don't believe in me. But that, I got nothing to say. Secondly, you started saying things which I hate to hear. How would you like me saying all those to you? ):

I didn't go for any lesson today. Went to see Mr Lim Boon Seng (a lecturer) this morning at around 10am to settle my forward modules. He called me to say that the school would be terminating Report Writing from next year onwards ): So I have to forward everything now. So currently, I am taking my 3 modules (Electromagnetic Devices, Engineering Mathematics 2A and Analog Communication System), Report Writing and Electrical Installation Design (my normal module). And my time table is so cool.

Monday: 9am to 5pm
Tuesday: 10am to 3pm
Wednesday: 10am to 3pm
Thursday: 10am to 5pm
Friday: 10am to 12pm

I don't have lessons that are starting at 8am.

Now for other updates! Went swimming with my Aunt and 2 "kor kor". *hahas* Was damn fun! Got to go again! ): Shall update tomorrow!

Hi Everyone! It's been a long time since I last updated. Was so busy for the past 2 weeks >.<>1st day of school went pretty well for me. Stayed in the library during lunch and in between lessons to hunt for DIY books ((: Was so happy to be in the 1st floor of the library. But it was so cold over there. I think I am going to love EID. We will deal with 230 volts of electricity someday this sememster. *woots!*

Met Baby yesterday at FC3 to print time table (: He accompanied to the MRT station to wait for Eugene as he would be accompanying me over to Choa Chu Kang. Sold my blogshop products. Trained and bus home after that. Such a tiring day.

Got to go for now. I am late for school >.<>.<>

Been quite a busy week. Shall update a little on the past few days.

Saturday, 04 October 2008

Had tuition in the morning with Mei Yen and Qian Yu. Went back home to have my lunch and met Eugene at Boon Lay Control Station to head over to Seng Kang to meet my customer. The trip there was damn long. And very expensive >.<

Sunday, 05 October 2008

Went out with Kelvin Kor Kor to IMM to have lunch and chat (: Ate Macdonalds again. Went to Daiso and Popular after that. I am so broke now la ): Even got laughed by Kor Kor for the balance in my account :S Went home and tried out something before meeting Eugene for blading session :D *happy happy* But today he attitude me ): I think it's because I am always not independent when crossing roads with blades. So he said I should learn how to cross roads. I think that must be the reason. As after that I crossed the road without his help and he was better (: Spent alot of time chatting. After that he bladed with me back home before leaving for home. Was such a tiring day and I buang-ed on the stairs near to Ming Hui's house. In the end I have to call Ming Hui down for plaster. As the impact was quite great, my neck now like almost sprained lers. So pain. My elbow got quite a deep graze. After that I fell again. So now my knee has a deep abrasion too. The blood was super scary. Kept flowing and flowing. And it was deep red. Like concentrated one. *haiis*

Got to go lers. Updates again soon! (:

Would be having tuition today. Oh man. Totally sadded ): There goes my whole day ):

I just realised my index finger got bitten by the bird yesterday. Abit pain when I bend my finger. *hahas* Today's post shall be a short one. Baby would be off for EEEC Interactive Camp from 2nd October 2008 (today) till 5 October 2008 (Sunday). Sad sad ): Oh ya. He still haven't bought his Handphone yet yesterday :S

I feel so empty deep inside. I know it's just a few days that you will be away. But I can't help thinking that I will miss you loads when you're gone. You said you will call me when you have the time at night. Although I am looking forward to your calls, I hope that you get enough rest first before calling me. I love you loads my Baby! (:

Training tomorrow. I want to kick people XD But at the same time, I still can't run. Terrible and unbearable headaches when I run )):

Today is Baby's birthday.Went Bird Park with Baby today! (: Was such a fun day! :D Took many photos of the birds. Shall try to upload as many as possible.

The last 2 photos is the birthday celebration by Melvynn, Wee Kiat, Baby and I at the "bangla park" near Jurong Point. Shall upload on the contents as soon as possible (:

Got to go! Good Nights all!

Last but not least...
Happy 20th Birthday my Baby! (: Hope whatever wish you made today come true (:

Went West Coast yesterday ((: Had so much fun there spinning around that thing! *wheees* But he felt like throwing up first. I think my stamina is better than his :D *hahas* Went Macdonald's and we ordered McFlurry, 1 Regular Coke, 1 Medium Coke, 1 sundae and 1 medium fries (: I love dipping fries in Ice Cream! (: Anyway, something left me wondering:

Him: Eh. How come they call this thing McFlurry?
Me: Errs.
Because it's flurry?
Him: Then why isn't it furry?
Me: Because it does not have fur?
Him: Then what's the meaning of flurry?
Me: I think it's the texture of ice cream. Like it's swirling?
Him: Then they should call it twist.
Me: Twist and swirl is different meaning la.
Me: What's the difference between swirl and twist?
Me: Swirl is like in a circular motion? Then twist is like length-wise? Ai ya. I really don't know la.
Him: Chey. Thought someone's English very pro?
Me: -zzz-

I didn't say my English pro. It's only sometimes i correct their mistakes :S *hahas* Anyway, I don't know why I am able to use many words but can't explain their meaning. I know what it means, how and when to use it. But I just can't seem to explain their meaning when someone asks me what's the meaning of a certain word. Went to Jurong Point yesterday to buy bling bling (: I asked Baby to buy for me a mousepad :D *so happy (:* We went to the toys'r'us and Baby became violent XD I played with a bunny puppet and he pulled the bunny's both hands behind it's back, and slapped the face many times, pulled the bunny out of my hand and threw it down :S Baby seldom so violent infront of me. *hahas* But that didn't end there. I was looking at Barbie Doll's clothes when he grabbed my hand and pulled it behind my back, choked me and attempted to don't-know-do-what-to-my-face :S Obviously I can't struggle or kick him as I will hurt him. So I can only twist-and-turn XD Finally he released me. Crazy Baby XD While walking around, I saw a SP Taekwondo guy. I don't know his name. But when we saw each other, he looked at me and said "SP TKD de right?" *hahas* So he also don't know my name! *hahas* When I got home, I pasted the screen protector and blings on my MP3 (: I also tried with the metal studs that I bought, on a top.

Yesterday was a fun day (: But I spoiled Baby's day by thinking too much ): Really sorry Baby, hope you forgive me. Next time I see you then give you more tickles okies? And it will be automatic de XD Don't need you to request (: I promise I won't think so much next time lers okies?

It's been a long time since I last used my NUM bag that Baby bought for me lers. Might be using it today (: But I still pondering over whether I should go for training or not. I feel really drained out and my throat is still hurting. But I want to spar so badly. Not only to train up, but to vent
my anger over that stupid incident ):

I haven't gone to bugis to buy Qian Yu's watch ): *haiis* No one to go with me. Baby is tired and has club things to do. Eugene is working. Ming Hui working ): *haiis* How? So sad. Have to go alone ):

Toodles all!

Everything seems to be changing again. I don't want that to happen. I wish I can be there for you when you are tired. Iwish I can curb your tiredness. But I guess all I can do now in order not to make you tired is not to see you ): It really hurts when I see you so tired. *haiis* Do take care of yourself alright? I love you lots andnothing can change that fact. I hope no once and nothing will separate us. As what you told me last night, it was fate that brought us together. And I believe in that. I still do (:

MyLaptop charger (:

My MP3 (:

My Mousepad! (:

Baby & I (:

I bled for no reason. Weird ):

Would be meeting him later at 12pm at Interchange (: Hope to take many many photos :D

I want to buy bells. But everywhere is selling tiny bells at $0.50 and above for each bell! Damn expensive! ): Anyone who knows anywhere who sells cheaper bells, please tag me yea (:

Baby sleeps very early everyday ): *hahas*

Ming Hui laughed that I "chui" my grading. Stupid Alien!! =/ If I fail this time round, I will make sure I don't make the same mistakes ever again. Damn! Still pissed about that incident. I think Sir Robin was disappointed that I got kicked. I was disappointed myself too. How can I ever get kicked during a grading when I plan to go for the upcoming IVP? Can't I even dodge? Stupid and dumb me ): I hope I can anticipate my opponent's movements during tournament. Again, that's on experience. Ahhhh! Fuck! Knnbccb! *haiis* Hui Min asked me in MSN if I was still angry over that incident. I guess I can only get angry over myself ):

Got to go lers. Shall update when I get back (:

Oh man! I think I am going to fail my grading. I was distracted by others who were doing the pattern! Yes. Distracted again! ): I forgot my own pattern because of that. Damn! Worst thing is that I didn't bow and re-do the pattern. I just continued on with it. And even worst still! The examiner was looking at me when I made my mistake! And even even worst still! After my pattern, Sir Robin was looking at me and sort of shaking his head ): *haiis* Hope the examiner closes one eye. Oh man! My whole grading was so "suay" la. During the sparring session, we had 2 opponent. My first opponent was alright and I gave her slamming kicks (: That's the consolation. As for the other opponent, it was so "kanasai" can! Her kicks that she executed were all full, just like the power used for tournament. Eh. Come on la. It's only a light contact sparring. Why in the hell do you have to kick full power? She kicked my stomach and chest with full power, knocking the gas out of me. Fuck. And that didn't end there. She even executed a slamming kick into my left eye! YES! Right into my left eyeball. Luckily the damage wasn't that bad. But my vision for my left eye is blurred now =/ I feel like kicking her! Giving her my real power. Damn it la. I still kicked her very lightly for the first few kicks as it's LIGHT CONTACT SPARRING ma. But I think she misunderstood it as I am weak! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck. And she can still come after me to apologise. Fuck it man. I wanted to tell her what's the point of apologising? Not as if she can pay the medical bills when matter gets out of hand. I think coaches and instructors of this people are responsible for this! Didn't they brief this woman on what are the guidelines for sparring during GRADING? Stupid bitch. She's a housewife somemore! Go back and kick your furnitures la! Wretch!

Sorry for all those vulgars. But I am just pissed off! Full contact and the black belt incharged didn't stop the match. What the hell is he doing man?! Just pissed of I am =/

Went with Hui Min to Kovan Mall after our grading to walk walk and blow aircon. Went to this handicraft shop. I wanted to buy a cross-stitch pouch. But I can't find the one with the letter "s". Ate KFC after that. I bought 2 Winnie The Pooh storage boxes for my files. Looks much neater now. Luck is down for me today!

Got to go. Have to bath and get ready to go Vienna to have dinner. *yumyum* (:

I love Plum Sweet Potatoes that are sold in IMM! (: *yummy*

Tomorrow's grading. Abit scared scared ): I wish someone would go with me ): *hahas* Really hope I pass tomorrow ): Twinny ryan said brown belt abit difficult to pass. Dots ):

Updates on yesterday ba (: Went with Baby to the barbeque organised by his Secondary class. Errs. Didn't eat much though. But Baby kept feeding me. And one of his friend Wei Li kept disturbing him >.< *hahas* I spent most of my time there playing with a kitten. The kitten was so cute! But so sad I can't bring it home. Wow. I think Baby really dislikes cats. He only touches them because of me. For example, when I hold a cat and it keeps wriggling off. But Baby has this skill of making the cats really tame. I wish I was that skilled >.<>.<>Updates soon! Got to go for tuition now! ):

I stumbled upon something today ):

I would be skipping training today. So people! Do miss me! ((: *wahahas!* See you guys on Sunday's grading!

I found another love of my unhealthy snack (: Bangawan Solo's Pandan Chiffon Cake and Marigold HL Banana Milk ((: The taste of the cake with dipped in milk is just so delicious! It just melts in your mouth. *hahas*

OK. Sorry. My bad. *hahas* I forgot Baby has Basketball training with those EEEC people every Wednesday >.<>Talking about basketball, that day after my training, I went over to the basketball court and waited for Baby to end his game with those year 3s. When both Baby and I were walking past the rockclimbing area, Raymond said "bye-bye" to us. But only Baby turned back and replied him. Raymond then said "So 'dao' wors". I where got dao? *haiis* I just don't feel like talking to anyone XD *hahas*

I think I forgot my pattern already. I tried to work out the pattern in my mind before sleep last night and I managed everything but sam-jang and yuk-jang. Oh please! Don't do this to me at this point of time ): Hope I remember everything by Sunday. Sharon would be coming (: And she said just for me! *hahas* Guess she misses Wei Qian, Hui Min and I XD

I so want to buy this FBT shorts! Cost $11.50 from a blogshop. Anyone wants to buy for me? 8D *hahas* Just kidding. But I don't like the Dry-fit material lehs. *haiis* So nice right? XD

I would be at home for the whole of today ): *haiis* So want to go rollerblade lehs. But that buddy haven't wake up >.< *think so* And I haven't got my screw for my blades as I removed the brakes. *haiis* Wanted to ask the Bicycle shop in Central whether they sell it or not. If not I have to walk to the Inline Skate shop in ECP to ask tomorrow lers ): Sad man.

I realised Ming Hui is the only one who would ever type "Bye Bye" in msn. The rest of my friends just types "bb". *hahas* Talk about laziness >.<

Can't wait for tomorrow (: *hahas*

I still feel guilty taking up Twinny Ryan's time during training just for him to teach me patterns ): That look on his face when watching others spar, is something I will never forget. It made me felt so bad ): Twinny! I won't let your effort go to waste okies? I will pass de (: Thanks alot Twinny for teaching me pattern!

Something that I saw is still disturbing me deeply. Was it you?

I had a weird dream yesterday. Those moments were rekindered in it. I don't want that to happen. *haiis* It's all your fault. Stupid idiot!! =.='''