Oh man! I think I am going to fail my grading. I was distracted by others who were doing the pattern! Yes. Distracted again! ): I forgot my own pattern because of that. Damn! Worst thing is that I didn't bow and re-do the pattern. I just continued on with it. And even worst still! The examiner was looking at me when I made my mistake! And even even worst still! After my pattern, Sir Robin was looking at me and sort of shaking his head ): *haiis* Hope the examiner closes one eye. Oh man! My whole grading was so "suay" la. During the sparring session, we had 2 opponent. My first opponent was alright and I gave her slamming kicks (: That's the consolation. As for the other opponent, it was so "kanasai" can! Her kicks that she executed were all full, just like the power used for tournament. Eh. Come on la. It's only a light contact sparring. Why in the hell do you have to kick full power? She kicked my stomach and chest with full power, knocking the gas out of me. Fuck. And that didn't end there. She even executed a slamming kick into my left eye! YES! Right into my left eyeball. Luckily the damage wasn't that bad. But my vision for my left eye is blurred now =/ I feel like kicking her! Giving her my real power. Damn it la. I still kicked her very lightly for the first few kicks as it's LIGHT CONTACT SPARRING ma. But I think she misunderstood it as I am weak! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck. And she can still come after me to apologise. Fuck it man. I wanted to tell her what's the point of apologising? Not as if she can pay the medical bills when matter gets out of hand. I think coaches and instructors of this people are responsible for this! Didn't they brief this woman on what are the guidelines for sparring during GRADING? Stupid bitch. She's a housewife somemore! Go back and kick your furnitures la! Wretch!

Sorry for all those vulgars. But I am just pissed off! Full contact and the black belt incharged didn't stop the match. What the hell is he doing man?! Just pissed of I am =/

Went with Hui Min to Kovan Mall after our grading to walk walk and blow aircon. Went to this handicraft shop. I wanted to buy a cross-stitch pouch. But I can't find the one with the letter "s". Ate KFC after that. I bought 2 Winnie The Pooh storage boxes for my files. Looks much neater now. Luck is down for me today!

Got to go. Have to bath and get ready to go Vienna to have dinner. *yumyum* (: