Hi all! Lots of catching up to do. First of all, I will start off with uploading photos taken during the SPINNOVEX from Friday till Saturday:

~Kelvin Kor Kor, Me, Ke Rong.
~Kelvin Kor Kor, Me, Ke Rong.~Me, Ke Rong.

~Group Photos with Yeow Leong, Wee Kiat, Melvynn, Boon Yong, Me, John, Wei Da and Benny (The one in Orange).
~John and I.~Boon Yong and I.~Ke Rong and I.~Melvynn and I.

~Me in formal :D


~My reflection in formal with tie.

~Me and my Taekwondo senior (Year 3, spotted her during SPinnovex. She asked me to take a photo with her) *Ooops! I actually forgot her name! XD*

Okies. That's all! Lots of photos right? Actually there is still abit more, but it is not with me now.

Was in a very bad mood yesterday night on my way home to SPinnovex. The one who caused me such an emotion should know who you are. Sometimes I hate you! You behave as if you know everything and start controlling me whenever i made a mistake. Can't you even tell me properly right after i made the mistake? Instead, what you did was that you waited till you gathered every single mistake that I made and shot them all at me at the end of the 3 days. Is that what you called being reponsible and that you have acomplished your duty of telling me all my attitude problems? Everything you do is always too late. Let me tell you this. Even the reason for your project not getting into SPinnovex, you can even have the cheek to blame your team mates for it. No matter how bad can your team work, your mates be, they are who you choose and pair up with. You also mentioned that you have never mentioned that you are good at almost everything, but let me tell you this, you do not have to say to impose what you are thinking. Your actions tells everything. I know my attitude sucks big time during the SPinnovex and maybe always? But everyone had an attitude. You know what? You are sometimes biased. You like to depend on your mood! You ain't at all fair as what you are trying to project yourself. Everything I do is for a reason. But did anyone accept those reasons? Reasons are there for a purpose. Gastrics are not something that an excuse can be made of. But look at whatever those people said when I requested for a mere 5 minutes rest (It's not evn enough for a spasm of gastric, let me inform you about this). "Gastric?? (With laughs. Not even a slight tinge of any concern)Never mind la. Just go do your tour guide lor. Faster go now." -Damn! I even had trouble just taking a breath and you asked me to get up and proceed to the auditorium immediately. Is that how their welfare should be like?? You can even question me as if I used that gastric of mine as an excuse to taking a break from the tours. Why can others choose their groups and I can't? I need time to learn how to communicate with girls ok? Let me tell you this, the way you talk to others is as if you are looking down upon them. Is that great attitude? Another problem of yours, you throw your tempers too easily. Your attitude will be a great stepping stone for yourself to be shot down at in future when you step out into the further society. Books that are displayed, can't you just tell me nicely that I cannot take them from the table? Must you give me that black face like I owed you a hell of a time and raise your voice louder? Besides, that stack where I took the book from does not even look like you have just taken your time to display it. It looks more like you left a stack of those books there and someone just hit it over and left it sprawling on the table top. Count yourself lucky that I still gave you respect as my senior and did not shout at you on the spot. I could have done that easily. All thanks to my better tolerance of my own temper that I did not cast hell for you right at that moment. I have tolerated you for a very long time. Sometimes, loads of nonsense are coming from you and I can't stand it. This is the last straw I am telling you. I care about what others say but can you humans just use a more appropriate tone when communicating? I know my attitude just sucks. But I am trying to change. Should I shut myself up then about everything, close in upon myself? I just hope life gets better for me in time to come.

Ranting on and venting my anger on this is just plainly wasting my time and energy. But this is the only way. None of my friends will actually understand how I feel and how I think. Everything all of you do is just on the surface. Just stop pretending that you know me well!

Grading is next week on 20 January 2008. Exactly just one more week to go to decide whether my I can promote to the next level. *gosh* Have to buy my brown belt and mouth guard for my IVP sparring and pattern tournament after grading with my pattern team mates after grading. Time just flies. After grading, I would have my final exams, Freshmen Orientation camp (FO camp) preparation, Taekwondo tournaments, FO camp, One-Day-In-Campus (ODIC), Chalet and my night outdoor event. Just hopes everything turns out well. I need better time management to excel. *Haiis*

Currently in love with the song "彩虹" by Jay Chou. I can hear it time and time again and I don't even get bored with it. *loves*

Got to go have my dinner and back to studying after my quite long break from studying caused by my sacrifice of my time for EEEClub's SPinnovex. Sometimes I feel I am pumping in too much of my tight schedule into this club.

Bye all!