I suppose your blog post is commenting and scolding me? Please l0r. In the first place I did not even say that I was perfect. That's what your killer assumption thinks. Trust too much of your assumption and it will land you in deep shit. Seeing yourself fail in anything, does not mean that the entire fault lies in me alright?! I always gave you hints on how you should change your character for the better. But were all these taken into any consideration? Fuck no! Since I did appreciate your help in everything, that does not mean that you should feel that whatever you have done has gone to waste. Why help me in the first place then? I have had enough of ur emo-istic character everytime! Each and every single time you showed that kind of emo-istic face, all those seniors start to question me about your attitude. DAMN! I am not responsible for your emo attitude ok? I hate it when people starts pushing all the fucking blame to me! I did not speak behind other's back ok? Not everyone is willing to hear others talking bad infront of them anyway. Since you mentioned I too have an attitude problem too, being overboard and all that, why didn't you tell me in the first place? Can't you just shoot it right in my face rather than bombing it all at once? You are no different from some seniors. Just giving you a gentle reminder of not being too overboard when you are speaking to others. But instead you said that I was overboard myself too. I agree that I may sometimes be overboard. But you sometimes don't even think before you talk. Many times I have already hint to you this downfall of yours by keeping darn quiet and showed slight attitude to you. But you didn't get the hint. Can I be blamed? Get your priorities right man!

And now you msn me and said you weren't talking about me but instead talking about your secondary school friend. Another problem arises now. Many would think that you are ranting on about me in that blog post of yours. I just want you to know that I want to stop all the matter of what the seniors are all thinking. Study is our first and foremost priority. Bringing other matters into our polylife won't work. I don't know how to tell you all these. I am sick and tired of all the seniors questioning me "why is he so emo?", "Eh. Talk to him leh." etc. People is giving me that sort of look as if I carry the responsibilty of talking to you. Fuck, I am really tired of it. Can anyone please just control his emotions? I am soon going to explode! I really hope you change for the sake of your future.

-BLAHS!-

Today is not really a good day for me. *haiis* Just had my grading done yesterday. Really hope I pass. The pattern that Min Yi and I learnt that time was slightly wrong. Thanks to Jun Xian as he taught us the correct pattern and made Min Yi, Albert and I practice the pattern over and over again till we got everything exactly correct :)) Our work is finally paid off. During the exchange light contact sparring, I executed a back-thrust (towards the ending part of the sparring) while Min Yi executed a double turning.

I cannot join the IVP sparring tournament!!

DAMN! I can't wear the mouth guard even though I followed the procedure many times. I hate my set of teeth. That's so saddening!! T.T Really felt like bursting into tears. I can't describe how I am feeling when I realised that I can't join it when I can't wear the mouth guard :((( NO MORE SPARRING TOURNAMENT!!! My sparring tournament dream was dashed just like that. Now, I can only hope that I save up enough money to do braces so that I can take part in the next IVP sparring tournament next year (When I would be in Year 2). *Haiis* Why I don't have a set or perfect teeth or even near perfect teeth? I really admire Anthony who has a set of very perfect teeth. *Haiis*

Alright, I shall end here and dwell in my sadness of not being able to join the IVP sparring tournament this time round.

Mood: Sad and Frustrated