Sarah's Memories

Back home finally. Just came back home and had dinner. I went to school today as i asked Anthony to teach me Maths in the library. But in the end, we spent 5 whole hours just on 6 questions. Felt like i was wasting his time :(( *Sorry Anthony!* *haiis* Did questions on 'matrices'. Such a headache. I had many confusions due to complications. I was quite confused as to which row should multiply by which column.

Most of my EEEclub friends went for the barbeque at Shu Jie's house at Admirlty. But i can't go as I am suppose to do more maths practices with my dad. *haiis*

*phew* I finally learnt how to play the song 'Collide' by Howie Day and 'You And Me' by LifeHouse using the guitar. But I am rather afraid that I might forget all the strumming rythms :(( Personally, I think guitar is quite hard. But I am improving bit by bit each time. I am currently aiming for being able to listen to a song just a few times and catch the strumming method. I want to be able to excel in guitar!! I want to learn many many types of strummings!! I want to learn pluckings too!! Anyone have nice songs that can be played on the guitar too? errs, but i need easier strumming ones. *hahas*

I would be having TKD training tomorrow. Hope i see Nelson PaPa tomorrow. I am so going to train hard. I want at least a silver medal in IVP. But I want a GOLD MEDAL!!! T-R-A-I-N! Train! Train! Train!! I am willing to put my time in training. But that would be only after my upcoming MST that is going to be in week 9.

Recently, my kor came up with a phrase that i find is rather touching and meaningful. And that is "Even if you are a cactus, I am willing to hold you tight." There are matters of the heart that even if time is given, it will never be solved. I want to make myself clear sometimes, but to no avail. I want to make things clear without hurting someone. Can someone tell me how do i accomplish that? Tried confiding in my friend today. But the answer that i got was to be more 'jue' (cruel). But it does not work for me as i am those kind who tries not to hurt someone's feelings(unless its joking etc in a playful manner). I wish I am more matured to think out of a solution for this situation :((

My Dad just came back from Vietnam after his company's annual tour that lasted from Saturday till this morning. He bought back some snacks from Vietnam, but being quite a big eater myself, i ate practically everything. *oops* After settling down at home(while i was in school), my parents went to Tanjong Pagar to buy the cream puff like thing. It looks like this: