Monday, 22 October 2007

My lesson starts at 1.30pm today! yippy!! But the lesson would be MATHS. Not that i hate maths or whatsoever, but I feel its really killing my already ceasing braincells. Do someone have any methods or suggestions for fast replenishing of braincells? I need help!! *arrgh!*

Yesterday was, probably, the worst day ever. I should not have gotten angry over another's freedom of choice. But i didnt know what got into my friend and I. We were absolutely furious. Why can't humans just pluck up their courage or whatsoever to just tell the truth straight in another's face? Are they just being polite or that they are just cowards? I can't accept the fact that my friend and I are fed-up and angry at that friend. Mayb we are just being petty. But anyway, serve us right for being LOUSY in everything. Why can't I just be clever, smart or excel in anything? Is it totally my fault or other's fault? Anyway, It has been sometime, or maybe even a couple of years since i last gotten angry. I have managed to control my temper till I don't even feel angry at all even if someone did something that i should feel angry. Maybe, i should thank this friend of mine for helping me find my long lost anger. Thanks a whole bunch friend! I am thinking, some of my friends are starting to show their true colours. One moment they are nice to u. The next they will 'smack you in the face' and that hurts alot. I guess many are just being selfish and inconsiderate. They only care for their best and never consider the feelings of others. I am just stating all my feelings here so as not to bottle up those thinking. I feel like shouting down into the toilet bowl and flush these thinkings into the sewage. Good Bye!~

I am having training this evening at 7pm. I skipped last tuesday's training so as to help complete the Captain's Ball banner. I must pull up my socks for both my trainings and studies if i want to excel. I just love EEEClub. *sighs* It's now a habit to pop into the EEEClub at SAC whenever my lesson ends. But there is something I am afraid what might happen. I have told my Kelvin korkor before. *haiis* Hope matters turns out the way i want.

I choked on spicy food yesterday and my tears just kept flowing. But my friends actually laughed at me and said: "Thought you love spicy food?". Choking on spicy food does not mean not loving spicy food anymore. Or does it mean that loving spicy food tags along with the skill of eating spicy food? Thats a nice question. hmm...

I shall end here. Got to go get ready for my Maths lesson.

I LOVE MATHS. I LOVE STUDYING. I LOVE EVERYTHING RELATED TO STUDIES! Errs... that's what I am trying to psycho myself on. I LOVE MATHS. I LOVE STUDYING. I LOVE EVERYTHING RELATED TO STUDIES!!

PS: Can all members of EEEClub please help Melvynn in his LAN Gaming banner painting the whole of this week till Friday? We really need ur help!! Thank You to my dear EEEClub people! Your help is greatly appreciated! (Errs. I am suppose to help with calling system. But i suppose i should post in here too as some might not pick up the darn phone. *hahas*)

My post is so colourful today. I am living in a world of colourful colours!! :))

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