DAMN~! I am so disappointed with myself. Can't even spar as well as during training. If only I ate this morning, everything would be better ): I only got a bronze for my Nationals Tournament. And this bronze is "buy-in". Meaning I am the lucky one who will get the bronze even though I lose in my match. *haiis* There was quite a few times when I kicked my opponent's head, with sound somemore. But 2 referees didn't give me points. If only they gave me points, I might have the chance to catch up the scoring. *haiis* There are many "if only". It's over anyway now. I can only learn from the mistake that I have made this time round. Mdm Geargina coached me instead of Mdm Eileen coaching me as Eileen said she is afraid she can't end on time for her match. Mdm Geargina told me during the short break to remember how I onced sparred with Wei Qiang and herself last year. It was such a long time ago. But I remember a little bit. I didn't pay attention when I was kicking! The greatest dumbest mistake was that I should have slided back when I saw her kicks coming. But instead, I kicked forward. And with her being in the chinese dance in secondary school, she can easily kick me with short distance. Ok. That tells me something. I should train myself to be able to do split perfectly to be able to kick shorter distance. Where did all efforts in my past trainings go? I am so disappointed with myself! ): Also, I am used to sparring on the hard ground like those at FC5 of SP. I have not gotten used to sparring on the spongy mat. Since it's now over, all I can do is to learn from my mistakes and train harder for the IVP that would be held in March. I will try to upload any videos soon. Got to go for now.