I AM SO FREAKING DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF! ):

Went for Taekwondo training yesterday. As I didn't sleep the previous night due to preparation for my Friday paper, my kickings sucks a whole lot! F***! Feels so what la! And it's like that the end of the training, Sir Zhi Zhong (if he is taking the class) will 'lecture' us and tell us about our performance during training. And somehow, yesterday's lecture by him was like 'shooting' me. I was so damn tired la. How can I ever have the stamina and endurance to kick well when I didn't get to sleep? He might not be talking about me. But I felt really guilty!! I have tried my best to kick yesterday. If not for the upcoming Nationals and for Mdm Eileen (my coach for Nationals), I won't even bother to come down for trainings due to my on going exams. Despite not having my sufficient sleep, I still made that effort to attend the training. I agree yesterday's training wasn't at all tiring if I were in my normal state. But I don't know how to even gather enough strength and power when you are damn tired. Maybe I should just blame myself for not learning my basics properly. *haiis* Just so utterly disappointed with myself. I was only slightly happier when I kicked a few 'snapping-kicks'. Ok. My weakness. Either I execute a powerful but sound-less kick, or a sound-full but powerless kick. *haiis* How? How? How? I just can't seem to combine them into one! Hope miracle happens on the day of my tournament. I will just have to win 2 matches to bag home a gold! Sarah 加油! But a gold seems almost impossible to me. *haiis*

Eileen, it's not that I don't want to learn and do a double turning kick. I can't train for that now. Besides, I won't be using it. But I will train harder for the last 2 trainings. Also, sorry for not able to tolerate those kicks. Really very pain cause not used to recieving continuous kicks. And also sorry if i kicked too hard yesterday :S I couldn't control my power. But the good thing is, I wasn't using my entire power. So I hope I can count on my power to bring my opponent down (:

I just hope everything turns out fine on Tuesday.

Back to yesterday's post. Went to look for Baby after my paper. Wee Kiat and Ke Rong was there too. So we spent more than half and hour trying to force Baby to treat them MacDonald's Apple Pie. Initially, only 3 of them were debating on whether the question they enquired about was correct. But when I met up with them, the asked me judge based on comprehensing the information. And Baby lost. So they spent such a long time talking cock just to get that apple pie. I, too, joined them for the talking cock session. Insulting Baby too >.< align="justify">As for today, I went for tuition for Qian Yu (Primary one) and something funny happen. As her father wanted to leave the house and pass his neighbour 2 VCDs to watch, when the neighbour wanted to open the door while Qian Yu's father was wearing his slippers, the neighbours white furry dog rushed out and barked real loudly. It was running very fast too. Her father, who was still struggling with wearing his slippers, immediately ran for his life. The scene was so damn hilarious. I wished I filmed everything down. And her father came back laughing. I guess he was quite 'pai-seh'. *hahas* After that, went out with my parents to Marina Square. I bought a Adidas Groin Guard and Adidas Mouth Guard. Now, all my guards are Adidas brand except my hand guard. Too bad, there isn't an Adidas one. *hahas* Walked around the mall. Daddy initially booked a table for 3 at the Pariss International Buffet Restaurant. But gave it up for a restaurant in Pasir Panjang. The meal was so yummy! Went to John Little and bought something too! *hahas* My aunt came back from Hong Kong and she bought me a Red Minnie Mouse Polo-shirt from the Disney Land there. Shall upload the photo of it at the bottom (: So happy! Got new shirt and it's red. Oh ya! I want to save up money to buy a NUM slipper. But I am still pondering over whether I should buy white heels or NUM slipper. *haiis*

Shall end here! Goodnights all! (:

Me in my new shirt! (: