Had my last second paper yesterday. Electronmagnetic Devices. Totally flung it! *haiis* The most i can get is around 10 marks or so only. Hope my Project all that pulls me up to give me a pass. If not I will have to forward that module again. Oh my god! I hate studying in a Polytechnic. Stayed out overnight to study for it. And when I was doing the paper, I just kept staring at it. The room was very cold till even those wearing their windbreakers have to place their hands between their legs to warm themselves up. I thought I had practiced enough but it seems I was absolutely wrong as I could not find the answer for everything. The whole of my section B and C were either half done or left blank. I could only count on the Multiple Choice Questions which were answered by me based on how it seems to me in terms of English. Totally a bad paper.

Went to FC4 after my paper together with Wei Guang, Ming Hui, Yan Zhao and Zhen Feng yesterday. Both Ming Hui and I ate the Chicken Chop. First time eating the Chicken Chop sold there. Quite nice but the sauce was kind of salty. Anyway, went home after that with Ming Hui. Chat alot on our students in the bus. He said I should be fiercer to my student, and if the student still insist on not paying full attention, I should tell her parents. He said his also somewhat similar. His student would show him attitude when he scolds her. *haiis* Anyway, went back home to have a short afternoon nap of 4 hours. Woke up, bathed and rushed down for training as I was late. By the time I reached the training ground, it was already 6.35pm. But luckily it was Sir Zhi Zhong's training. So training would only start when he arrive. Quickly changed into my half-gi and wore my groin guard under my gi-pants but over the FBT shorts. The feeling of wearing it sucks like hell la. Much worst than those moments that happens every month. *hahas* Anyway, I felt so glad that I bought the Adidas guard instead of the Victory brand. Reason for this, the thickness of the Victory guard was almost 1 and a half times thicker than the Adidas one. *phew!* I think that extra money spent on getting the Adidas one was a good choice. But the good thing about wearing the groin guard is, it can make me kick higher because if I kick lower, I will feel uncomfortable. So, I will confirm kick above belt level during my tournament (: Great! Wore full guards except head gear for training. My split sucks so much! So tmd! I used to be able to split like at least 150 to 160 degrees and be able to bend forward fully. But now, my angle is only about 120 to 130 degrees but I still can bend down fully if I force myself to.Training was not as tired as the previous one as it is nearing the tournament. After the whole of the training, we had a debrief. Everyone sits together in a circle with our water bottles. The debrief was rather long. Due to the lack of sleep, I was almost sleeping with my eyes open. Suddenly, there came a smack on my thighs (we were sitting cross-legged). I was so damn shocked out of my "sleep". I turned around and realised the Li Wei smacked me. He apologised and pointed out that he smacked the giant mosquito that landed on my gi-pants. The body of it was still there. So I shot it away. And back to the debriefing. Mdm Geargina mentioned that fighting in the Nationals is difficult and not as easy as what we always thought. But someone has to win that medal right? I will make sure that I will get that silver secured by all means by going all out. Aiming for the gold medal would be a secondary matter. I must really get my thinking right. Would be asking Mdm Eileen and maybe Mdm Geargina on how to improve. I want that silver so badly. Sir Zhi Zhong kept asking what is/are our purpose of joining the Nationals. Those who answered replied that they wanted that experience of fighting, breakthrough etc. I think their answers are rather vague. I had my own answer in mind. I want to get at least a silver. Have experience competing against strangers and winning. That should be all. My kickings are bad. Slightly better in power and snapping compared to the last training. But I am still not confident of kicking the target. my right leg is alright now. But my left leg is disappointing me. I lack of the control that I used to have over my left leg. Damn! I thought since I am a right handed, my master leg should be my left leg. It once proved me right as my left leg was once my master leg. But the good thing now is that I can use both my legs to kick. Hope a little miracle can happen on the day of my tournament. Both Wei Qian and I would be going down on Saturday to support those who are fighting for the Junior Category. I think there are a total of 3 juniors fighting. My twin didi Ryan, Terence and Ming Hao. Jia you all of you. Especially twin didi! Wei Qian will also go support us on Sunday! Woo Hoo! So good man! (:

Baby came to meet me and accompanied me home after my training yesterday. So sweet of him. Saw Yew Loon on the bus again. *hahas* As it was already very late, Baby had to take taxi to Boon Lay so that he can rush for the last bus of 198 for home. Sorry Baby ): But Thanks alot! (: By the time Baby reached home was already 12 plus. Baby also told me to go all out of the first match to secure a silver. XD

Can't wait for the exams to end and the tournament to be over. Would be having lots of wacky sessions with Wei Qian and the rest. Hope Sharon can turn up too. Might be going suntanning, ice-skating, roller-blading etc. Hmm... We should go Wild Wild Wet! XD *hahas*

End here lers (: Have to go study maths lers.