Yes.. I cry myself to sleep everynight.
Just ended a drinking session with Denny, Josephine, Jason and HHT. And yes, I cannot forget about him no matter how hard I tried. It's hard, almost impossible. My heart aches whenever I see him messaging Huixin, I know she means something to him. I am replaceable, that is what makes me sad. I want him to know that I've moved on. I want him to be happy, to find the one that he truely likes, someone who is suitable for him. I can't let him do the things he wants if I am with him. I have a controlling character. But I feel jealous and a stab in the heart whenever he messages her.
A million stress in my mind.
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